7:06 PM
Thursday, December 28, 2006
TWOooSEVEN COMING
i have been working for the past few days. tired tired tired. haha. today should be working as well. but is papa's birthday. so i got steph to replace me n i took off nor.yesterday got sales in isetan~! i bought a dress for myself. yeayea. save it for CNY ba. den i bought a shirt for mama. she dun like~! hai. somemore she remove the tag already den cannot change le. so sad. steph n her mummy go shopping yesterday. den she come find me at work. SO NICE. big bags small bags. so good. i no money to big bag small bag. whahaha.den go home tat time, i saw boonpeng n beejun. haha. i was like smiling to bp. cos i tink he saw me. but but on the way home, i was tinking wad if he dun even noe me or he dun recognise me. den i will be like so dumb la. i am like smiling to a stranger. haha. i am STUPID. back to topic, i reached compass pt n with the escort of my two brothers, we reached home. keke. y r they so nice to escort me? because we bought a cake for papa birthday n it's meant to be a surprise. so they r waiting for me to go home together. gees.celebrated advance birthday for daddy cos today korkor will be working. den my daddy asked me,"i tot eu ordering pizza?" haha. i did told them i wanted to order pizza a few days ago. but i was thinking bring them go eat tonight. so didnt order. ok. yesterday ended liddat.later i meeting phoebe at starbucks~! long time no see her le. den can shun bian buy cornflakes n nuts to make chocolates. (inspired by steph's mummy) yumyum. den mayb ask mummy go xiao yi's house with me. long time never see my cousins already. den wait for papa come home n bring them go makan nice nice food. i am broke!
3:00 AM
Tuesday, December 26, 2006
RAIN RAIN RAINbigbig rain today! it has been raining ever since i wake up. i wonder wad happened to the god/goddess of rain.
from the news, the rain will continue till midnight. n certain area of singapore is flooded. uhoh. i think those who lived in the flooding area very poor thing. n those whose company is flooded is even more poor thing. haihai. the weather is indeed unpredictable.
letter to the rain
dear rain,
hi rain, i am crystal. eu have been crying for the whole day today. wad happened to you? do eu noe a lot of ppl are suffering?
hmm. is it someone bully u? if that is the case, dun cry. my mummy told me when i was young dat if eu cry, the person will be even happier. so it isnt worth it. eu have to be strong n kick the person in the ass, so tat whoeverthepersonis will be afraid of eu. x)
ok, rain. i gotta go n watch tebe.
please be strong n dun cry anymore will ya?
from crystal.
haha, i am
lame.
but it works.
the rain is disappearing at this point of time.
i tink he/she can hear me.
=)
working tml. :(
12:41 AM
Monday, December 25, 2006
CHRISTMAS~!ok. today is christmas (25/12). i am at home celebrating christmas in my lalaland. haha. came home at 7a.m n slept at 8a.m till 3p.m.
yesterday was christmas eve. went stephy's house at 5 with nini to prepare. ate steph's mummy pineapple rice. yumyum. den went to meet hongyi at tanah merah. went orchard to meet his friends n "make our way" thru (i suspect the whole singapore was there) to the mrt station. den cabbed down to coccolatte.
it's was edwin's cousin party. but thru the whole night i still dunno who is his cousin. haha. it's crowded, n the dance floor is kindda small. danced with stephy n nini. funfun. nini was attractive yesterday night, ppl talk to her. =)
halfway thru the dance, someone tried to touch my butt! den guess wad? i use my bag hit him
SECRETLY. den he is gone! so shitty wor. some ppl just are digusting~! keke. i am
HEROINE!
den another episode of
dejavu happened yesterday. ohh no. i think i am
DYING soon. or can i really see the future? haiyo. so weird feeling.
&& yesterday there a guy who is hongyi's friend, whom i tot look like borui, he was so nice. i dunno his name, i think i didnt ask, or mayb i did ask but forget.
the event y i concluded him nice goes like tat:
i asked hongyi help me take drink, due to my
underaged-ness, i am not allowed to have alcoholic drinks. den hongyi's friend came with 2 drinks in his hand. coke n vodka lime. he asked me wan vodka or coke. den i said anything. den he say nvm, eu take vodka. haha. den he's gone drinking coke. whahaha. how nice right?
ok. den the party ended at around 3 plus. slacked at a bak tuk teh shop till the first train arrived. reached home at 7 in the morning. luckily, daddy nv scold. he only asked," morning come back, y nv buy breakfast give us (&mummy) eat?" haha. my dad is cute.
my kor kor came home earlier den me. he reach home around 4 plus. keke. should called n ask korkor where is he, den shun bian lombang his cab home. x)
this year, santa still isnt here. i had been waiting for 17 years. i tink i shan't wait any longer.
[[my conclusion: SANTA doesnt like ME!]]
ok. nvm. i will be my own santa from next year onwards. whahaha.
happening christmas eve, lonely christmas.
9:00 AM
Saturday, December 23, 2006
ChRIstMAS~!i am lazy to update wad i did today. hahaTML COCO LATTE~!!MERRY MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE~!
1:49 AM
Thursday, December 21, 2006
MY ANNASUI SECRET WISH~!(grabbed from stephy) yeah yeahi had been a pig for today. y i say so? ok, let's count how long i had slept from yesterday night till this afternoon. 1...2...3 ... ... 14...15~! wow. 15 hours. am i a pig?! but cant blame me, becos i had been working for the past two days n my legs r sore n i am TIRED. haha.
today wanted to go buy jeans n heels. but my laziness is the stopping me. it is pulling me n say,"dun go~!" somemore, nobody acc me go. so i told myself tml la tml. keke.
now now. projects is piling up. my god my god. n my part isnt start at all. in the middle of the holiday, n i am indulging in the holiday mood but the projects is coming up to my nose~! how? alamak, need to do some soon i suppose.
&&. about my work. haha. thanks nini n stephy to visit me on my 1st day of work. love them so much~! concluding my 2 days work in just 1 word : PAIN. yupyup, my legs is aching like hell. anyway, i requested 3 days off n guess wad? they r so kind to give me a week off. whahaha.
next week, 27th-31st of dec i will be working not in taka. but wisma isetan. yupyup. tat's how i am going to spent my holidays. but but, my mind is cope up with PROJECTS. did i make this word look like a taboo? haha. i hope i can do it as soon as possible.
jingle bells~ jingle bells~ jingle all the way~!!
yeah~! christmas is on the way. i can sense santa coming. coming to give me LOTSA presents. because i have been a good girl by brushing my teeth 2 times a day, eating 3 meals a day, n read 4 books this year. however, dun tell santa that i went out drinking with stephy n nini but told mummy i went to do project, && i didnt study for my tests~! but if he knew, i think he is KIND enough to forgive me because i did ONLY 2 notti things out of the 3 good things. haha. so am i having lotsa of presents this year??
okok, enough of crapping. y is everyone so shock, when i only suggested i might turn into a lesbian? *grins*p.s: for the sake of kelly, my post is HUGE~! keke.
5:28 AM
Monday, December 18, 2006
yumyum~!iam having FISHNCHIPS. however, the chips is replaced by rice. keke. nicenice. but the fish cold cold already, not very nice le. i went interview today, at some kallang industrial area. steph n i are SMART. we managed to find the place~! den at the door, we tot the door is locked n we walked away. but suddenly two men came n went in. haha. n they were like staring at us la. sooo ma lu. keke.went in n the person ask quite a lot of questions. n guess wad? i am working tml. haha. so fast hor? at taka. yeah yeah~! i saw money flying into my pocket. whahaha. den after interview, we went town to look look see see our workplace plus shopping~! steph n i bought a top each. 30 plus. expensive wor, but got discount plus the salesgirl very friendly n pretty. so buy nor. keke. den christmas eve go coco latte can wear. HAPPYHAPPY~!okok. end here. must go pompom n go orh orh le.FISH n RICE is yummy!!
5:13 AM
Sunday, December 17, 2006
lalala~!hmm. yesterday, i didnt go work. cos i scare i faint in the middle of no where. my stomach is still not cooperative yesterday. n i feel like i am dying any minute. (ok, i am exaggerating) haha. so, once again my pay for my work cannot take from my boss. my pay, my paY, MY PAY~! my stomach decided to be good today. so i am perfectly alright now.today, is a RAINING day. it has been raining since morning. actually, me, my mummy n daddy wanted to go hougang to shop for some groceries in the afternoon, but the rain was pretty heavy so we waited. while we were waiting, mummy n i fell asleep. keke. the ladies of the family are so piggish. den daddy woke us up n said rain had stop. den when we were ready to leave the house, the rain started once again. like playing a joke on us liddat. den we waited again. finally, the rain stop at around evening. n we went out for the shopping.i bought ingredients to make chocolate. i saw on a tv programme abt how to self-make chocolate, which look easy. so decided to try out. (it might be another talent of MINE.) i requested mummy to cook fish n chips. n she bought the ingredients. yeah yeah~! FISH N CHIPS FISH N CHIPS FISH N CHIPS. my mum is so good~! den on the way back, my daddy very hyper. he mistaken bus no. 161 for 151. den he very gan chiong stand up n ask me n mummy run. den when he realised it was 151. he gave the very disappointed look. haha. but i was laughing so hard. den he say to me in a jokingly way,"very funny meh?" this make me laugh even more. HAHAHA. ok. n i reach home. started to do my chocolate. taste alright but not exactly very nice. (not as nice as ferro rocher) done abt today. tml i will be going interview with steph for part time at daniel yam. hope the job will be not bad. (:what if someone introduce eu a friend, n eu couldnt see him/her?
5:11 PM
Friday, December 15, 2006
STUPID STOMACHACHE.sorry to dear stephy. sorry for asking eu go town n never make it to catch a movie. den having to make eu travel all the way home when eu can actually go home with ur mum n sky. SORRY. ok. wad happen yesterday. after biz stat paper (the only paper which i am confident in scoring by far) we went home. den mummy was very nice. i told her few days ago that i feel like eating her spaghetti n she hasnt been cooking tat very long already. den yesterday, she cook spaghetti~! nice mummy yea? muacks. love her so much. so i ate the spaghetti because on the way home my stomach was hurting n i tot it's due to hunger. after my lunch, i set off with my didi n kor kor to hougang for kbox~! yeahyeah. 1st time go kbox with them. my kor was singing thru the whole 5 hours n my didi was only singing a few songs. whahaha. i concluded tat both of their chinese isnt good. n i mean REALLY not good. haha. we smuggle goreng pisang into kbox. i ate 1 as my stomach is still dun feel quite right. after kbox, wanted to meet nini n stephy in town for movie or something one. but nini need to pack her camp stuff for tml den went home le. den i went town with didi n stephy hoping to catch a movie. n kor also went town to meet his friends. with my stomach still hurting like hell, stephy, didi n me reach cathay n find out that the movie we wanted to watch was left with only the first few rows. so ended up not watching. so we went over to look for my kor kor for dinner. we went pepper lunch for dinner which the service sucks. i had ice-cream because i have no appetite for anything. (my stomach n my back is killing me) after dinner, we wanted to go far east. but i cant take the pain anymore. n asked stephy whether she wan to go home. she said anything. so steph, didi n me went home while korkor n friends continue their shopping.didi was so NICE. i asked him whether he wan to go ahead with kor kor anot. den he said dun wan scare i later faint how. aww~ he's such a nice didi~! n stephy was nice too. she isnt angry with me for asking her down to town for nothing. love her so much~! but i was still guilty about that. SORRY steph.me n my didi went to take a cab. because i am nearly fainting. the cab stand was filled with ppl. n it took nearly 30 minutes or more to get on a darn cab. n during that period of time, i was dizzy but luckily got my didi's shoulders. (i might not have a bf, but i have two brothers to act as my bf. gees) n i reach home safely.now, the next morning. still having the weird stomachache but yet, later i have to go queenstown for work. if i dun go, i no money to use. if i go, i scare i will faint. haha. but i decided to go anyway.i've gotten my ANNA SUI PERFUME~!!we've all grown up.
11:52 PM
Tuesday, December 12, 2006
was looking thru wad i post yesterday. i was smiling to myself about the experience n also mocking at my own stupidity. how could i be so lame? am i invited to join the college of stupidity in lamers' land? WHAHAHA. after test, i was sharing my experience with nini n stephy. both of them read my blog already. the comment nini gave was she read 3 times den she get wad i mean. haha. so i isnt talented to be a newspaper reporter. HAHAHA.ok. let's update.today i had a test on rsb which i barely studied yesterday. however, it turn out alright. i sincerely hope my crapping skills can score high marks. =) teachers~! please have mercy when marking my paper. it ended at 10 n i got home at 11 plus. the bus i took back to seng kang was like so wrong. it broke down for like abt 4 times. but luckily, it can start its engine again. if not i will be struck in the mid of the highway. haha.reach home in 1 piece n went to bed. slept all the way till 3.30 pm. wah. impress with my sleeping-like-a-pig skills. den came online to update this. i am bored~!!!! once again. i wan to go out. tml no school can go out late late but too bad, no company how to go out? everyone else seems to be going out today. weilin, nini n stephy. so good. i am struck at home with my butt glued to the computer seat. seriously, i think i should get myself a life, before i die of boredom.i think with my boring life, i have nothing interesting to update on for the moment. (:end.i am going to have my anna sui perfume soon~!!!!!
11:59 PM
Monday, December 11, 2006
ALERT~!!! CUTE GUY OUT TO KILL ALL~!!!!
haha. newspaper had reported tat along temasek polytechnic there is a very CUTE guy out to MESMERIZE all innocent souls. leaving them with a racing heart (signs of having heart attack) n images of him lingering all parts of their innocent mind.
one of the victims of this incident, crystal said that :" it's was a bad day after a sure-confirm-failed accounting paper. but him him, on the bus BRIGHTENED up my gloomy day!!" professer goh of psychology says she shows signs of love sick.
crystal carried on blahing on her experience with MR CUTE GUY.
12 december of year 2oo6, after a very very tough paper. she was totally drained out n brain cells are totally killed throughout the test. miss crystal was on the way home, on a bus. she sat on an empty seat thou she will be alighting 3 stops later. den someone sat beside her. tat was the suspect, MR CUTE GUY.
the 3 stops lasted for 5-8 minutes. n miss crystal was peeping mr cute guy dressing n every thing. he was believed to be wearing all black. a black leathery jacket (it's was a hot morning thou), black 3/4 pants, n a black shoes on that day. miss crystal is convinced by the way of dressing, mr cute guy is a punk malay.
at the mid of reaching the 2nd bus stop, mr cute guy took out a english storybook. n crystal was amazed. she was flabbergasted to see someone with punk dressing, reading a storybook. after a while, the bus came to the 3rd stop. therefore, she stand n asked to be excuse out the seat.
mr cute guy turned to face her, n SMILED~~!!! miss crystal looked at his face for 1 second. she notice tat mr cute guy is tanned, small eyed ,black haired, with a sunshine-liked smile(ahh~!), n he doesnt have a tiny bit features on his face tat resemble a malay. so his race is a mystery. miss crystal told the reporter that she strongly believed mr cute guy is a gentleman because she never encounter someone tat will smile when being asked to excuse.
she said that along the road where her next bus n the bus mr cute guy is on, there wasnt a trace of mr cute guy. therefore, she concluded she will not see him forever again. all she remembered was the cute smile n the tiny eyes which is impossible to locate such person in a school of thousands.
the police is in the process of finding MR CUTE GUY to heal miss crystal's heart. the suspect have 2 clues about mr cute guy.
#1- he uses a poker card as a bookmark for his storybook.
#2- he take bus 15 from temasek poly.
if anyone seen him please contact the police or investigator crystal/shiqin by the following methods:
*call 1900-000-0000
*look up ur phone's phonebook for the name investigator crystal/shiqin.
the police is also looking for more victims to help in the process of investigation. please report if eu r one of the victim by the above mentioned methods.
the police also urge the public to take care of their own eyes. dun look into the eyes of any suspicious person, as they r proven to be at the voltage of the power station.
reported by amatuer reporter goh shi qin. xD
i have talent in being a reporter as well. (:
1:29 AM
HAPPY FEETING~!enjoy 1st n panick next. (:
1:31 AM
Sunday, December 10, 2006
I M GUILTY.
i haven touch my books yet.
tml is the 1st paper.
yeah~! i am preparing to fail.
today. i stayed at home the whole day again. wad did i do? i think i did practically nothing. haha. lazed around the house just like yesterday. gees.
yesterday, nizar chatted with me online. n he asked whether i really turned lesbian anot. (he heard from yusheng). haha. i find it so amusing. rumours really spread fast yea? den i just answer him being a lesbian isnt a bad thing wad. n i dun remember the remaining content of the conversation. x)
SOMETHING TO BE HAPPY ABT.
after the next week it will be HOLIDAY~!!
yeah~!
but i seems to forget abt the fact tat next week is MIDSEM TEST.
ahh~!!
ended.
my life is boring boring n boring.
11:28 PM
Friday, December 8, 2006
BORED, BORING, BOREDOMi am not going mos already. cos he say need student pass n everything. thinking back at, i am not legallise to go clubbing yet. hence, steph n i concluded it will be very troublesome. therefore, we decided to stay in n study for mid sem. haha.but ironically, i haven got any mood for study. therefore, i am lazing at home walking up n down to every single rooms in my house (except the storeroom) n ended up in front of the computer typing this. I WANT TO GO OUT~!considering the fact tat everyone except me is studying for next week tests, i didnt call anyone out. but i am very very BORED. i am thinking to bring didi go gai gai. n make him look like my bf. so i will not look so pathetic walking along the street alone. tat's a great idea. but another problem, where r we going?mummy is out for some buffet with her frens. haven come home yet. she didnt bring hp so i cant call her n tell her i will bring didi out. n lastest bad news, my dearest didi is going downstairs to play basketball. he is abandoning his poor sister in the house alone. see, how pathetic i am? ok. i am alone now. should i be happy tat the whole house is mine for the moment? oh no no. i got my little diamond to accompany me. oh dear. i getting more n more dramatic. whahaha. my aunt came by my house just now to talk. den after she left, i was pondering y isnt she married? my mum said she is very fussy abt her previous bfs. but she is so pretty n all. she might be a little paranoid abt cleanliness but i strongly believe she will be a great wife. but y isnt she married? sometimes life is just so unpredictable yea?conclusion # 1i have concluded today tat channel 8 should seriously gathered n analyse the programmes they r showing on saturday. from 1 to 2 o'clock i suppose, they r showing those ancient shows of some war thingy, which i really cant understand, n making my life seems even more boring. haha. ok. tat's meant for a joke. i presume that that time slot is for ppl who is interested in tat programme. so chn 8 doesnt have to take my words into consideration.conclusion # 2my neighbour is singing karoke(i hope it is spelt correctly) ever since morning. n they isnt sick about singing the same song for 10 times already. thou the song isnt awful. but if eu r listening to the same song for 10 times, i suppose eu might get sick as well. i can hum the tune of the song now. my conclusion is tat they might need a new piece of karoke cd.oh ya. i read from the papers that one of the previous energy's members - milk is having an event today. whahaha. he's a handsome guy. i like him ever since he is in energy.(i admit i like kun da also) i am not those very-very-crazy-about-him fan. he's in singapore~! but i wun be going to squeeze at tat event to just get a glimpse of him. ok. i will end here just to give myself time to figure out what i can going to for the rest of the day. let's hope i will do some studying. gees.weekend is beginning to be a torture to me.
10:38 PM
Thursday, December 7, 2006
I AM SAD~! but dun wish to talk abt the details.today the bus journey to school sucks~! i am at home early early again. now is 2.40pm only.tml going mos with steph. cos my dear vickii got performance. so steph accompany me go. but there is a bigbig problem. cos my fren is so hard to contact dat i dun even noe wher to meet him for the tix. how how how~!?i am going to SLEEP to escape from my emotions now. let's hope when i wake up i will be happy. i hate the decision i made at tat point of moment
12:10 AM
o7122oo6i got an ulcer on my lower lips. it's there a few days already.whenever i brush my teeth,i will brush until it.damn pain.hope it go away soon.shoo shoo~!today did a trial comm skill presentation. i am still as nervous as ever. suddenly i felt so weird. had been going out tis few days. n now being at home so early just feel weird. but nvm, i am going to sleep after this. i am TIRED.yesterday night, he called. after so long. i tot he had already started his own new life. but he called n said he miss me. i didnt carry on the conversation, i just told him i am busy n hanged up. he sounded so pathetic. but all i could do is nothing. sometimes people do things against their own will.
5:52 AM
Wednesday, December 6, 2006
o4,o5,o6112oo6monday to wednesday.this 3 days i have been out after school. so no time to update my blog. gees. so now update shortly. i will not go into details. cos it will turn out very long. n i got tons of things to do, such as painting my nails. lol.monday.went for the false alarm training with steph. which only last for a short while. n we both ended up in mustafa (which ever way tat place is spelled). "waited" for jonathan off work. shop around mustafa n was laughing every now n den at eddy's jokes. tuesday.went to far east with steph to do my shopping. bought a so-called dress. i LOVE it. keke. den eddy sae he need to buy present for his sis. hence he joined us soon after i bought the dress. den we left for home after we had dinner.wednesday.went to vivo with nini n steph for the contact lens trial. den i went to try the lens. den i told the man dat my lens is swimming in my eyes. haha. den he say my eyes got the weird shape like RUGBY ball. damn funny. den he check my eyes with the machine. which is normal. den i still complain the lens is still swimming den he literally stare into my eyes n check. den i was like panicking already. cos i got phobia to look into ppl's eyes. i shy eu noe. haha. den the trial ended with the conclusion den i can't get the define lenses because of my weird eyes shape.now.i am wrapping steph's book. i am NICE~! later.i am gonna bathe. (can eu smell my smelly body odour? gees) den gonna paint my nails.den iron my clothes. (tml need to wear semi formal)den re-arrange tml presentation stuff.den proceed to my lalaland. (tml lesson at 9)end.i hate the "chik" sound
10:50 PM
Saturday, December 2, 2006
o3112oo6sunday i am always coop in my cosy home. i little bored thou. i am finding myself contradictory. one side of me is telling me "go out, eu need a shopping spree". another side is saying "weather is nice, time to sleep". wad am i going to do today is still a question mark. both of my dear brothers went ice skating. a little bit disappointed as they never call me along thou. however, i didnt ask to tag along as well. my didi is so fortunate. yesterday went with me to sentosa. today go ice skating with kor kor. so nice?! wanted to go shopping n get birthday present for phoebe n also a dress for myself. but i am lazy. mayb shopping by myself n be a loner isnt my cup of tea. haha. how how? tml i will be going camera training again. but train abt wad is still a mystery. haha. i have absolutely no clue in wad is the training about. but i am looking forward for it. cos it will mean i am not gonna go home early tml. 1 more week to mid sem test. 4 papers in a week. 2 hours per paper. 50% of passing. n 100% of stress. time to buck up for my studies already. my retail acc 2 quiz i got a D+ when last sem i actually got an A. sadd. i am neither clever nor intelligent. so better buck up n stop being lazy. althou my accounting teacher isnt someone i like, but i shouldnt let a BAD teacher affect my studies. i am acountable for my own studies. so i must BUCK UP. ok? yes ok~! okie. i shall end here. n start thinking wad i should do for the rest of the day. sunday is always empty of me.
7:50 AM
o2122oo6i brush my teeth already. but the glass of milo beside by computer is tempting me. i had little determination. i drank it.now i need to brush teeth again. x)today i will post by going backward. 1stly, i will say how i spent my day today. then followed by the day before. should be rather short.TODAYi went to sentosa. SENTOSA~! there was me, my didi, huini, steph, borui n borui's fren. den shortly, weilin brought enqi, weiqi n weilin's cousin. i cannot go down the water. very sadd. den there was this cute dog called snowy there. soooo cute. she is as gan chiong spider as my diamond. whahaha. after playing n tanning, we went vivo mum mum. at carl jr. very very angry. we r deciding wad we wanted to eat at somewhere near the queue where obviously we aren't in the queue. den there was tis booty ass old AUNTIE (she is pretty young mayb in her late 20s) she asked whether we r in the queue anot. n i was kind enough to answer her with a smile dat we r not in the queue. n guess wad? she freaking give me the irritating "chik" sound. i was damn angry by her UNCIVILISED behaviour la. n i dunno wad came over me, i pointed her a middle finger right behind her freaking head. haha. den i said loudly to steph, didi n whoever is there abt this stupid lady. spoilt my happy day man. sometime it only take a bad mannered person, n a few minutes to spoilt the whole afternoon of joy.after tat we shop awhile n went home.o1122oo6after school i went to work. there was so much to do. luckily there was 5 nice jie jie to help me. if not for them, i might not even finish half of my work. because with the help of them, i still finish my workload at 11.45pm. my god. it's like 9 hours non stop lo. i dun understand wad my boss is thinkin. throw everything to me n he is enjoying himself oversea. somemore wan me to finish 300 plus of christmas cards n pasting of stamps n labels, manual work to be done within 1 day~! how is tat possible with only 1 pair of hands. i am not a MACHINE. den somemore my money haben get still need to dig my own money for cab. sad n angry. somemore he still make me cry. (read the previous entry) i am thinking of not working for him. cos it's occupying 1 days of my weekend n the pay is pathetic lo. haihai. i am conFUSED.tat's all for today. very tired already. i might be going shopping myself tml. i feel like doing so, wanted to feel how loner feels. =)am i becoming a complain queen?my life isnt tat pathetic actually.at least i got a loving family.i love mama, papa, korkor n didi. x)