11:28 PM
Monday, April 30, 2007
fell down today. hahaha. but it's just a minor fall. i went to the bathroom this morning at 7 am. super early. den wen i am still blur blur, i stepped out of the bathroom & before i could react i fell. & the position i ended up in is super super funny. it's like as if i am proposing to someone. one knee on the floor & the other leg extending which is still in the entrance of bathroom. den the next thing i heard is diamond barking & daddy doing the 'chik' sound in living room. i dint told him bout the fall. den i went back to my room & sleep. hahaha. & now i got the blueblack feeling on my knee. i tink i am like humpty dumpty, like so clumsy. whahahaha.
hmm. uncle ringo revived. now, he's at woodlands. hahaha. i wanna go!!
i tink i need to pick up a skill. a skill tat can make me unique & talented. wad skill? a tough question. but i will be looking for tat answer no matter wad. i seriously need a skill. cos i am not having any at the moment. (:
humpty dumpty sat on the wall,
humpty dumpty had a great fall.
(y did humpty dumpty fall?)
6:20 AM
understanding myself in process.
i dun like to find out everything. cos the lesser eu noe about something. the happier eu can be. hahaha. so i am stupid. cos i will be the everything-dont-know person. in order to be happier. (:
monday lesson is a torture. 4 hours of non-stop tutorial. can die people really. & adding to the pain, facing the same teacher. (ok. it's not that bad. i noticed, mr ho has very nice skin. hahaha.) but the tutorial really make me wan to sleep. i am half dead when i am out of the room.
after tutorial went straight back home. steph went to meet qianyun. & nini hasnt finish lesson. so there's nothing for me to do. den i went home. (: went to cook a packet of maggie mee. because i got a strong urge to eat maggie mee! super unhealthy me. sometimes i wondered is there things in maggie mee that are like nicotine to make eu addicted. den went straight to bed. tink gonna gain another extra pound. hahaha.
slept all the way till 9pm. hmmm. & here i am staring into the com blankly typing this current post.
tml will be labour day. & there's no school! super happy. but something bad about poly life is tat, there's always make up lesson for public holiday. so the next week or other days u'll end up having longer lesson. luckily, this time round isnt greatly affected.
ok. i dint mention wad happen the day b4. yuckyuckyuck! was taking bus 87 to bedok to meet nini, raymond & brendon for dinner. (y bedok? because brendon say the chickenrice super nice.) den when i am at around hougang, an ah bu/pu nei nei who was wearing green demin & black t-shirt came & sat beside me. (who actually wear green demin? i tink only weirdo.) nothing unusual at 1st. den he crossed his hands in a weird way. normally, ppl crossed hands like really crossing. but he was weird, he cross with one of his hand deliberately hiding under his bag. den whenever the bus jerks, or turn, i got a feeling that he is poking me. den whenever i turned, & stare at him. he always fake sleep. & i mean FAKE, he is a super lousy actor lah. (he always pretend to be nodding. & it's whenever i turn to look at him. & the perfect same movement lah.) i find it humourous to see him faking, yet i am damn angry at myself for not doing anything as well. i wanted to change seat, but den i scare if i changed, he will touch my butt. so i tolerated till i reached bedok interchange. & the funniest part is tat, he is still faking to sleep right until the bus literally stop & the door open. luckily, nothing else happened. considered myself lucky. but it was still a yuckyuckyuck experience.
i blame u as well.
however, i jolly well know u r not at the least fault. hmm.
2:04 AM
Sunday, April 29, 2007
i dun understand myself either. things are kept to myself tat i dun even remember wad are all the things about. there are things tat are pulling me back. yet if eu ask me wad exactly are those stuff. i will reply," i dunno either." it's not tat u r not good enough for the job. it's just tat i am weird. hahaha.
peppered ham is yumyum.
5:55 AM
Friday, April 27, 2007
my eyes is failing. i am like placing my eyes 10cm away from the monitor & the words r still so blur. haha. hope i dun get any typo in this post.
bought a dress for fang's wedding. from IS a boutique that's related to DANIEL YAM. cost me 89 bucks. heartpain. hahaha. but it's a nice dress. was at heeren choosing the dress. & while trying on, there was a paper writing that the boutique is shifting. & the reason y is because the heeren management got some discrimination on local retailer. they wan DANIEL YAM & IS to give up their prime space for international brands. & they got a slogan saying,'' support singapore products'' or something liddat.
hmm. i tink DY management is kind of smart. they r trying to influence consumers like us to support singapore brands & by placing those stuffs they r trying to somehow bring the reputation of heeren down. hmm. though as a retailer, we understand & know there is a certain image or consistency heeren management is trying to convey. hmm.
steph & i went to walk around a shop in heeren. this shop is previously very unorganised & messy. but, they revamped & became very stylish. they even got very nice window display. den steph & i were like, " this is called good visual merchandising." den we walked in & see. den i was like," this arouse interest. & this provoke desire to buy." & steph was like," colour assortment." hahaha. i tink we zhou huo ru mo in studying retail management.
retail retail retail.
2:56 AM
Thursday, April 26, 2007
my 6th sense isnt accurate. haha. today i got a strong instinct tat i will see 'him'. so i wore nicenice to school. den lesson end at 11. so we went business park & mummum. waiting for him to appear. but NO! he didnt appear. hahaha. so therefore, i conclude i cant trust my 6th sense.
bored bored bored. super boring day. went home after school. reach home at about 12 plus. slept & woke up cos of brendon's msg at 2 plus 3. den lazed around the house. den came online. den kelly called asking about throwing a hen party for fang. den discussed. & i dunno wad's happening. den stared at the com for 3 hours. den i had a strong urge to eat ice cream. den i stopped myself from having tat urge. den i stared at the com again.
bored bored bored bored. i am boreding myself to death. hahaha.
when there's things to do, den i will be busy to death.
when there's nothing to do, i will be bored to death.
so nomatter wad, i am still dying. (:
11:47 PM
Tuesday, April 24, 2007
went bugis with nini & steph yesterday. saw kelly. & she join us go walk walk. we saw a nail shop. all the nails there were pretty pretty! aww. i wan to do my nails. sadly, i tink i dun have money.
let's analyse & see.
current cash: 200bucks.
renew passport:-70bucks.
new gown: -100bucks.
heels: -50bucks.
bag: -20bucks.
left: negative 40bucks.
:( sadly, i dun have enough money for my nails. hmm.
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25th april. the day we both found significance of the day. 3 years past & eu still remember. i have been trying to make the significance of this day only known in my subconscious. but yet, eu reminded me. reminded me of wad i did, reminded me of wad we did, reminded me of wad i regretted. clearly, eu remembered the promises we had back den. & clearly, eu dint read the post i posted tat i dint wan that promise to come true. eu should cherish the gf eu r having now, & forget about the promise. dun follow the path i have taken & ended up seriously regretting. i hope eu read this. cos i nv found the courage to tell eu all this myself.
when an good apple is placed infront of eu, u wun noe it.
until eu ate an apple with worms.
& eu will regret taking the bad one instead of the good one. (life lesson learnt)
6:39 AM
witness an accident on sunday. so scary. was with nini, raymond, steph, weilun & brendon at jalan kayu eating roti prata. den a bike 'vbroom' past, den a few seconds later the bike bang into a van with a loud 'bomp'. den my heart was thumping so hard like i nearly got a heart attack. damn scary lo. den everyone started going over & see wad's happening. but i dun dare to go over. i sat down there with steph patting my back. haha. 'm such a coward. luckily, the person dint die. but wad i heard from raymond is that, the whole flesh from his knee like came out. eee. i felt painful for him. den we got so tramatize by that incident dat everytime we heard 'vbroom' we will open our ears & listen if there's any 'bomp' sound. scare-ed sia. hmm.
den we went seletar camp there slack slack. slack till 1 plus 2 den go home. & we have lesson at like 9 in the morning. hahaha. den the next morning, steph & i was like zombie floating around the school.
after school, suppose to go gaigai de. but then, we went steph house 1st. den i got so tired dat i slept. & den the sleep god came & brought nini & steph to their dreamland too. so we went shopping in our lalaland. whahaha.
den woke up den went to drink bubbletea opposite our school. we miss uncle & auntie so much. hahaha.
him but not him!
5:18 PM
Saturday, April 21, 2007
can eu believe there is a man in singapore that have 10 wives & 64 childrens? amazing. he is sued for raping 6 of his own daughters. disgusting. yet, after he went to jail, the 10 wives cooperated. separated themselves into 2 teams. 1 group went out & work, earning 6700 bucks a month. the other group stayed at home & do all the housework. hmm. amazing amazing amazing.
ok. last few days was fun. i am trying to enjoy myself during the last bit of my holiday. therefore, i am reaching home late everyday. haha. for more information on wad i did last few days please visit huini2 in my linklist. she got a very detailed report. (:
oh ya, steph. my dear, i wouldnt be angry at eu. i noe eu r bored tat day. dun worry yea. (:
& nini, eu r a brave girl! no tears from our lil crybaby. haha. & it's all because of LOVE! x)
things happened during chalet. scary ones, funny ones, fun ones & happy ones.
scary: encountered by nini& raymond. & we are only at the stairways. hmm.
funny: shant mentioned. it concern innocent parties. whahaha.
fun: everything were fun with my dear friends around.
happy: chalet marks the happy moments of 1ro3!
we went zoo yesterday. saw lots of animals. here is monkeys! tiger! elephant! giraffe! pigs! horse! polar bear! kangaroo! sunbear! & many many more. funfun. it's been long ever since i went to zoo. it was nice to be there again.
school starting. hmm. long holiday ended just like that. sad. (:
7:06 PM
Monday, April 16, 2007
mosquito invaded my house once again. i got a bite on my knee, feet and worst of all, FACE! haha. i tink i tacked myself too tightly under the blanket last night tat the mosquito got so fed up & kiss me on the face. because the mosquito didnt have anywhere else to kiss. it's not that obvious, so it's alright.
lalala. shall meet steph &nini later. hmmhmm. & on the way might be picking up some necessities for chalet. & if i got extra cash, mayb a lil shopping! whahaha. shopping shopping shopping.
boringboringboring. it's 10 in the morning. & i got nothing to do already. :(
corner with love!
12:15 AM
hmm. the longlong blog i've written just a minute ago disappeared due to my stupidity. arghh. i am so angry with myself. i tink i can be rated the 1st in the world-most-stupid-human-alive chart if there's such a thing. stupid stupid stupid.
ok. so let me recall wad i wrote just a minute ago.
i mentioned i am super duper bored. cos i got 2 days with practically no programmes other than slacking at home talking to the wall. so someone free me from tat boredom monster please! hahaha.
& i slept 3 times today already. i was woken up by jason call tis morning. but den i went back to sleep. den he called again. & yet again i went back to sleep. den wen i finally woke up & eat my breakfast-cum-lunch i went back to sleep again. & after blogging, i tink i am going back to sleep again, which makes a total of 4 times. whahaha. iam really enjoying my life sia.
hmm. someone asked me y i dint wan to have a bf till 18. actually, i tink i forgot the reason or i seriously dint have a reason for it. hmm. yet, i am hanging on to that rule of mine.
there's something tat happen last sat that makes me a lil unstable about hanging on to my rule, thou. i am suppose to meet phoebe,masami, & vickii. & all 3 of them might be bringing their bf along. & being the only single there, i am wondering whether i will be 'out' when i meet them. & during the night, wanted to go uncle ringo with nini & steph. nini got raymond & steph got weilun. ( weilun is not steph's bf (:) den i am in tat 'out' position again. thou, the day ended with i dint went out with any of them, but it left me with the feeling that i will be in tat situation time after time. hahaha. but nonetheless, i am hanging on to not having a bf till 18. (:
read nini's blog just now. & she said the chalet looks spooky. hmmm. being a super timid coward. i am thinking twice about staying over at the chalet. hahaha.
there's all types of ppl around.
&some just are disgusting. hmmm.
11:05 AM
Sunday, April 15, 2007
hmm. last day of work. like finally. finally, the longlong week ended. & followed by the nicenice week. cos there's chalet. (:
5 days work = 4.5/hour = 200 plus.
little little little. but better than nothing. at least i got money now. need to indulge in some shopping to reward myself. haha.
ok. i am suppose to be dieting so as to fit into dress for my friend wedding. yet i ate maggie mee in the middle of the night because my stomach was growling due to the fact tat i haven eat dinner. haha. so i am getting fat fat fat. :(
today work was slack slack. the shop is busy thou. yet i just slack around cos it's the last day of work mah. haha. leslie & jason came to find me. leslie still the same as ever. cute cute chubby face. & made a new friend jason. (:
this is a simple love song.
ze shi yi shou jian dan de xiao qing ge~
12:55 AM
Saturday, April 14, 2007
iam so fed up with my cousin. he's practically pissing me off. it's not the 1st time. he's snatching the tebe remote control like it's his house. i was watching chn 8 & i just went to the toilet for like 1 minute & he switch the bloody chn to kids central. & regardless of me fake coughing & my stare, he just give me tat irritating-i-am-innocent face, & still hogging on the remote control. arghhh. he can just go back ah ma house watch, y must he snatch the tebe from me. when i got only 1 off day? PISSED.
ok. i am like a kid complaining about a kid. so i shant be a kid. i am an mature young lady. so i shall give in to that pathetic young boy that enjoy snatching away the tebe chn. hmphh. so here i am blogging.
uncle ringo is leaving on sunday according to huini & my didi. hais. i havent went there yet. it's just right in front of my house leh. sad. nvm. they will come next year i suppose.
i am suppose to meet phoebe, masami & vickii today. but things crop up & decided to cancel the date. so sad. i took off purposely from winson to meet up with them. but nvm, we will meet some other day. hmm.
yeah! chalet is coming. i am gonna meet my dear friends soon. like kind of long since i last seen them. (:
oh. i tink riding trishaw is a cool profession. haha. i saw a few young man riding trishaw during my work at bugis. damn cool. their trishaw is so nicely decorated. there's this long hair guy's trishaw with harley-davidson deco. haha. i tink he's about 20 odd years old only. so cool. den those trishaw man also bear rain & sunshine to boost the tourism industry. arent they just so cool. whahaha. i wun wan to be a trishaw man thou. xp
trishaw trishaw.
6:43 AM
Thursday, April 12, 2007
hmm. tired tired tired. been working for the past few days. staying at kel's house for a couple of days. & got house sick so went home a day earlier. hahaha. i love my family!
i sat on the trishaw with kelly after work yesterday. funfun. the trishaw man so funny. he played those hokkein songs so loudly during the ride. & it was super late at night. whahaha. funfunfun.
working was fun yet tiring. everyday, the trishaw men opposite my workplace will do funny things to make me laugh. whahaha. auntie is also a funny person. so work was alright so far.
tiredtired. i hope money comecome quick.
my 1st trishaw ride! romantic.
1:25 AM
Thursday, April 5, 2007
qi shi ni hen ai ta, dui wo de cheng fa.
shuo ni mei you xiang ta, shi ke lian wo ba.
wo yi mei you jie kou, zhi neng fang shou, bu gan she qiu, ni shuo ai wo.
qi shi ni hen ai ta, ta hen wen rou ma?
qi shi ni hen xiang ta, jiu shuo chu kou ba.
wo yi bu xiang duo shuo, wu zhu er duo, bu xiang zai ci ting dao ni shuo, NI HEN AI TA~~~
-ni hen ai ta, FIR-
nicenice!
ok. i am soo free dat i wrote this. hahaha.
boredboredbored.
copycat meow meow meow!
10:15 PM
Monday, April 2, 2007
my com is finally working! haha. & if it doesnt work today, i am considering to go back school use com. because the school fees are expensive, so we ought to use the facilities efficiently. haha.
hmm. I AM GONNA BE BRIDEMAID! amazing. my 1st time is given to her. dun tell eu all who. haha. i love her so much. so i hope she will be xing fu kuai le. big problem now, no gown for that night. haha. stephhy, eu got to help me out with this. because i am so so broke to get a gown. haha.
hmm. i am really broke. how come i can be so broke? i really dun understand. i worked. but the money never seems to be enough. & shopping is like a longlongago thing already. yet i am still so moneyless. how come? weird weird. is it all my money started eloping to someone else wallet? haha.
ok. my life is getting boring n boring-er day by day. i am rotting at home most of the day. 2 more weeks to our class chalet! yeah. chalet will be fun & i wun be tat bored. (:
i think the love fairy is around me these days. i feel so much like having a boyfriend. hmm. yet, memories are pulling me back. haha. nini & raymond seems so sweet. vickii & rayson too. my friends are getting married. couples all along the streets. hmm. making me jealous. hmm. ok. 3 more months to go!
oh ya, diamond knows how to take the lift. haha. she is one clever dog. (: i tink she just have to master how to press level 3 in the lift den she can go gaigai on her own le. whahaha.
lovelovelove.