understanding myself in process.
i dun like to find out everything. cos the lesser eu noe about something. the happier eu can be. hahaha. so i am stupid. cos i will be the everything-dont-know person. in order to be happier. (:

monday lesson is a torture. 4 hours of non-stop tutorial. can die people really. & adding to the pain, facing the same teacher. (ok. it's not that bad. i noticed, mr ho has very nice skin. hahaha.) but the tutorial really make me wan to sleep. i am half dead when i am out of the room.

after tutorial went straight back home. steph went to meet qianyun. & nini hasnt finish lesson. so there's nothing for me to do. den i went home. (: went to cook a packet of maggie mee. because i got a strong urge to eat maggie mee! super unhealthy me. sometimes i wondered is there things in maggie mee that are like nicotine to make eu addicted. den went straight to bed. tink gonna gain another extra pound. hahaha.

slept all the way till 9pm. hmmm. & here i am staring into the com blankly typing this current post.

tml will be labour day. & there's no school! super happy. but something bad about poly life is tat, there's always make up lesson for public holiday. so the next week or other days u'll end up having longer lesson. luckily, this time round isnt greatly affected.

ok. i dint mention wad happen the day b4. yuckyuckyuck! was taking bus 87 to bedok to meet nini, raymond & brendon for dinner. (y bedok? because brendon say the chickenrice super nice.) den when i am at around hougang, an ah bu/pu nei nei who was wearing green demin & black t-shirt came & sat beside me. (who actually wear green demin? i tink only weirdo.) nothing unusual at 1st. den he crossed his hands in a weird way. normally, ppl crossed hands like really crossing. but he was weird, he cross with one of his hand deliberately hiding under his bag. den whenever the bus jerks, or turn, i got a feeling that he is poking me. den whenever i turned, & stare at him. he always fake sleep. & i mean FAKE, he is a super lousy actor lah. (he always pretend to be nodding. & it's whenever i turn to look at him. & the perfect same movement lah.) i find it humourous to see him faking, yet i am damn angry at myself for not doing anything as well. i wanted to change seat, but den i scare if i changed, he will touch my butt. so i tolerated till i reached bedok interchange. & the funniest part is tat, he is still faking to sleep right until the bus literally stop & the door open. luckily, nothing else happened. considered myself lucky. but it was still a yuckyuckyuck experience.

i blame u as well.
however, i jolly well know u r not at the least fault. hmm.