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3:36 AM
Wednesday, May 30, 2007
guess wad a super"caring" person can say to someone that already sounded sick? it's not take care. it's also not get well soon. all this out-dated liao.
tadah. answer revealed: it's "DUN THROW MC TO ME THIS WEEK AGAIN HOR" & he use AGAIN. wad's his problem?!
&& being a stupid pig, i totally forget next week is the mid sem test week. den answered him, 'orh'. so i tink i might not be studying on saturday. plus i have to wake up early. plus plus travel 1 hour. plus plus plus work at most 4 hours. hmmm.
i have decided! decided not to celebrate my lovely 18th birthday.
y? 1stly, having a tight budget there's nothing wow i can do. 2ndly, it's a torture to think of wad i wan to do. 3rdly, my birthday falls on a MONDAY (monday's blue)
conclusion: no birthday for CRYSTAL! (:
mummyisangryatcrystal.
3:58 AM
Monday, May 28, 2007
TADAH~ new blogskin! the alignment abit weird weird thou. but being a computer idiot. i dunno wad can i do. hahaha.
FINALLYthe flu bug that loved me so much the last few days left me. fever gone. left with a teeny weeny sore throat & runny nose. & i realise flu bug nowadays getting more & more advanced. was just chatting online with wangwang (fang's friend) den today my lovely flu bug like him so much, that it decided to cling onto him. whahaha! cannot look small on modern flu bug. xD
would you be there? -redwan ali
3:38 AM
Sunday, May 27, 2007
it has been a long time ever since i was sooo sick. tink age is catching up on me. hahaha.
reminded me of wad happened 2 years ago. when i fainted in class. i remembered vividly, it was socialstudies lesson. & the teacher was mr seah. i got a super pain stomachache. den i was trying to hide it. & i put my head on the table. i saw mr seah looking toward my side. but guess wad?
he just carried on with his yakking. hahaha.
tat's not the worse part. den the pain was unbearable. so i turn to fang. told fang i very xin ku. ask her to tell mr seah. so she help me. den guess wad again??
seeing my as white as paper face, he said,"ok, shiqin, u rest ok?"
i mean i am in so much pain & all u said was u rest ok? it's like if i said iam dying, he would be replying,"ok, u go sleep lo." thanks for ur care & concern sia. hahaha.
den moments later, i fainted. & i tot i heard mr seah said lesson cannot carry on or something liddat. hmm.
den i was carried out by the first aid group. so paiseh.
dint noe u got so much spies in school den. u appeared the 1st moment at my house. & i tink i dint thank u den. (:
arghh. wad a teacher i had.
iwankinderbueno,icecream,rotiprata&milodinosaur!
the bloody fever is so stubborn. keepcomingback. ahhh! pekchek.
8:33 AM
Saturday, May 26, 2007
& i was right. iamsupersick!
woke up this morning & felt feverish. ate all types of medicine. panadol, cough syrup, flu tablet. yet none of it is of any help.
highest temp was 39.9degreecelsius. took panadol den it went down to 37.5. & i tot i was fine. went to sleep, den temp shot up to 39.5 again.
felt so super weak. yet mummy was scolding me y go out till so late when u're so sick? but i tot i dint went with steph to celebrate richmond's bday was very bad already. so dint wan to pangseh nini & steph. yet ended up making steph disappointed & sad. really so sorry.
tried all kinds of methods to stop my fever. mummy took ice & left it on my head. brendon say go pompom with cold water. den everyone was telling me to get lots of rest & water. && i found out plenty of rest dint help. cos whenever i woke up, temp shoot up. & whenever i slept, time seems to pass so slowly. i tot it was long already but it's only been 2 hours.
i curse myself the week before tat i am sick cos i dint wan to go work. den ended up i really sick like nobody business. i msged boss to tell him i cant go work. & he dint reply. haha. i tink he dint believe ba.
iamsupersick!
2:10 AM
Friday, May 25, 2007
the sun is crazy. the weather is super super hot. the journey to school tis morning is a torture. i'm like sweating like a pig. nearly fainted in the bus. because the air con is like spoilt. the wind it's blowing out i tink not even an ant can feel lo. arghh. luckily, today only got 2 hours tutorial.
i think i am SICK. i got a bloated stomach. all the gas trapped inside. dint had my breakfast. & i think i am having gastric pain. & tis morning i woke up with the whole body aching. && a sore throat. i came home feeling super weak. den asked mummy cook maggie mee but only had 2 mouthful.
IAMSICK!
1:47 AM
Thursday, May 24, 2007
i am a nice girl today. i put down my grudges with her. & i talk nicely to her. i dint show her any attitude! even steph noticed. :D
den i was telling steph, i am gonna become HOLY! soon the circle will form above my head & my body will shine with light.
LMAO. worship me ba~ whahaha!
had my 2 test today. rvm was bad. i totally blah my way thru. hope miss chan will be as holy as me. so that i will pass. it's 1o% . it's alot. spss is alright. at least i remember how to do. but told steph, kejia & jianhai the answers. they said mine was wrong. nvm, i tink i will pass that since i know how to do. (:
ai de zhu xuan lu~
3:57 AM
Wednesday, May 23, 2007
Before he cheats - carrie underwood
And he don't know... That I dug my key into the side of his pretty little suped up 4 wheel drive, carved my name into his leather seat... I took a Louisville slugger to both head lights, slashed a hole in all 4 tires... And maybe next time he'll think before he cheats.
this song is so cute. the girl can still go around doing serious damage to her bf's car rather than crying at home when she found out her bf is cheating. hahaha.
tests & quizzes are coming into my life! tml i got 2 tests. & i haven study for any. let's see whether i will pass without studying anot. good luck to me. (:
we're going clubbing on friday. stephy's friends, stephy, nini, borui, borui's friend. the more the merrier. x)
i know you dint like it.
4:33 AM
Tuesday, May 22, 2007
tuesday is a bad day. everyone is not going for morning lecture. hahaha. 1stly, steph msg me not going. den i decided not to go. den weilin also nv go. den nini say nobody go she also dun feel like going. den i guess lots of other dint go too. hmmm. i skipped twice le. & mid sem test is like round the corner. haha. marketing research is a toughtough subject. die~ x(
today 'm a good girl. i did my project. & i tink 'm the only 1 who completed it. && during finance, i did my classwork. finished the whole of 5 questions. haha. please tell me 'm good girl!
i dun like you. i dun like you. i dun like you! jia lat. 'm start hating you. eeee. u're a sore to my eye man. who ask u wan to step on my tail. arghhh. now you have to see my attitude face for good. whahaha. but i will try not to make it tat obvious i DUN LIKE U!.
slurpslurp. i drank milo dinosaur. yumyum. but brendon say at night drink milo dinosaur no wonder cant slim down. hahaha.
angels & devils.
5:27 AM
Monday, May 21, 2007
kelly it's ur fault! haha.
because of her iam up on you-weekly. & i look like shit lah. nini say i look like shen jing bing. see. because of u, no reputation liao. whahaha!
ok. today got presentation. & i got stage fright. hahaha. so pai seh. i'm like forgetting wad my group members names are. den mr ho was like "try to relax a bit". embarassing sia.
ppl! give me ideas on how to celebrate my lovely 18th birthday please. it's approaching. & steph is no longer older than me 2 years then. hahaha! ideas ideas ideas!
joke of the day: i asked brendon,"u at angmokio right?" he replied,"how u noe? ni tell u?" i said,"no, i had a spy cam on u. & i have tons of spies spying u." he said,"den i should hire assasin to kill ur spies." i said,"feel free to do so, my spies are all highly skilled." he said,"let's battle it out." i said," ok." he said,"my assasin just killed ur spy. his name is raymond." & the next moment, raymond is calling nini. hahaha! wad a big lie tat is being exposed.
say goodbye. - chris brown
There's never a right time to say goodbye But I gotta make the first move 'Cause if I don't you gonna start hating me Cause I really don't feel the way I once felt about you Girl it's not you, it's me I gotta gotta figure out what I need There's never a right time to say goodbye But we know that we gotta go Our separate ways And I know it's hard but I gotta do it, And it's killing me Cause there's never a right time Right time to say goodbye excuses! haha.
6:33 AM
Sunday, May 20, 2007
'm struck at lvl 4. haha. 'm idiot in playing games. (: joseph is hao lianing to me tis morning tat he is struck at lvl 11. hahaha.
attitude attitude. 'm not showing attitude. i just dint feel like talking. lotsa things running thru my mind. & i know u will question me. therefore, i dint say anything. hmm. the more i say, the more wrong thing i will say.
it's not fair. y is there a difference between what u could do & what i could do when we both r of equal status?
& we r talking about equality. WADEVER!
9:08 PM
Saturday, May 19, 2007
"are you ready?"
haha. went drinking with fang, ronald & their 2 friends last night. had fun playing the five, ten thingy. & i kept "are you ready?". & fang's friend kept kanna fake by me. so funny. funfun. but then in the end, i kanna fake by them also. xp
den met brendon, nini & raymond. we went geylang eat dim sum. yumyum. the prawn was bigbig! den heard from nini. they went sky dining. as in dine in cablecar. romantic leh. & raymond tried to surprise nini. isnt tat so sweet? haha. nini remember to cherish him. good bf. (:
den nini & raymond went home. brendon & me go find his friends den go chong pang eat. den on the way there, angela & tat kian teach us to play games. & we were struck at thinking wad other brands there is tat start with the alphabet 'Q'. this kept my mind occupied till this morning.
den homed. reach home at abt 5 plus. slept & i woke up at 10 plus. haha. bad habit of me. cant sleep after 10 plus.
people get tramatise by things. & certain ppl will learn their lesson & be more reserve in doing the same thing the next time round. once bitten, twice shy. hmm.
i don't really know you. & what u really know about me.
5:50 PM
Friday, May 18, 2007
ahhh! my stomach hurt like hell. painpainpain. tink 'm gonna die. anyone wan to save me? hahaha. tink is because i haven ate breakfast.
hmm. we went to uk funfair yesterday. funfun. we only have 1 ride thou. it's freaking expensive. the ride 1 had is like 10 bucks. but it was super shiok. like flying everywhere. whahahaha.
arghh. 'm gonna work later. trying to churn out reasons y i didnt completed the stack of surveys my boss gave me. WADEVER. let see how it goes.
blablablahhh.
hmm. 'm like soo broke. & i seriously dun understand y. i haven went shopping for like decades. yet i am this broke. i saw stephy bought 100plus worth of cosmetics the other day. && i am like considering whether a not to get the concealer that cost 16 bucks. haha. u can see the diff. between heaven & hell.
& the other day i opened my cosmetic drawer, i got a shock in my life. everything is nearly spoilt or finished. haha. i got 2 bottles of sunscreen which is empty already. a concealer tat is nearly finished. a mascara & a liquid eyeliner tat's gonna dry up like anytime soon. & revamping my cosmetic drawer will be costing me a bomb la.
money money money!
heyhey youyou, I DON"T LIKE UR GIRLFRIEND!!
6:46 AM
Thursday, May 17, 2007
my new lovely class- 2ro1.
our hardwork & effort. the colourwheel. xp
i've changed.
4:25 AM
random.
feeling super lazy tis few day. dint go for morning lecture for 2 days. luckily, i passed my lazy bug to steph. & went for lect. today. i was late thou. & steph dint go for lecture today. (:
let me vent my anger here. i am so pissed. i hated to do surveys. need to see the freaking & attitude face of ppl. & i dun tink i deserve tat for the amount of money he's paying. i told him tat i dint want to do straight in his face. yet he's still telling me last few times. seriously, if i am doing it so reluctuantly, those surveys isnt quality at all. WADEVER. i am gonna seriously make my point & tell him i aint gonna do anymore. it's killing my brain cells to do survey. arghh!
rantrantrant.
uk funfair tml!! yeah!!! with nini raymond & brendon. happyhappy.
some hearts- carrie underwood.
7:45 AM
Tuesday, May 15, 2007
joke of the day.
hahaha. today i am miss wu gui! & brendon is mr da wu gui! tortoise! lol. super funny. he got this super big green bag. cos he's going back to camp. den the way we seated at his Run-Very-Fast is super funny. he carry his bag. den i sit behind with my own small bag. den like 2 wu gui liddat. den we was like paranoid abt how ppl might laugh at us. hahaha.
i dint think too much. (:
6:04 AM
Monday, May 14, 2007
pms,pms,pms.
arghh. stupid day today. i am super tired today. & normally if something like this happen i wun have any reaction. but but, it's her unlucky day. being xtra tired & pms-ing, she kanna my attitude. hahaha. 'm sorry but it's just not my day today.
went to find brendon last night. & it happen tat his bike spoilt. so we met marcus to bring poor hungry brendon to eat. & i met 2 cute girls, angela & ester. they both r real funny & cute. but mayb it's my 1st meeting with them, it's kind of awkward. hahaha. but had fun with them. (:
went home at about 3plus in the morning. & my lesson is like 9 in the morning. which leave me like 3 hours to sleep. alarm clock was set at 7am, but yet i woke up at 7.30am. i am so gonna be late. & BOE is a cant-late-type of class. so i get my daddy to bring me to school. luckily i am early.
joshua was nice. he passed 2 boxes of chocs to me & steph. hahaha. the chocs was nice.
i went to support kaiboon's pushcart today. bought a box of sweets. den he gave me & steph 2 xtra sweet. & guess wad, it was CHILLI sweet. yucks, damn disgusting. it's so spicy tat it actually burnt ur mouth till ur stomach. eeee. hahaha. but he said got a lot of ppl buy tat. my god, i tink it's only for prankster. anyway, i gave the box of sweets to brendon's cute lil cousin. she's a pretty cute girl. aww. how i wish i got a sister like her. mr brendon! please treat her good, & not bully her. hahaha.
there's a barrier tat we both know existed. & we have no intention in crossing over.
9:25 PM
Saturday, May 12, 2007
blablabla.
HAPPY MOTHERS' DAY! may mummy be happy always. (:
certain feelings cant be express by words. the feeling i am with u. the feeling when i heard those words from u. the feeling i felt that's so unplesant yet i dunno y. maybe it's not meant to be this way. maybe it's just suppose to be as such. i really dunno wad 'm feeling, wad 'm thinking. i dun understand myself either.
insecurity.
1:30 AM
WAY BACK INTO LOVE.
I've been living with a shadow over head I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed I've been lonely for so long Trapped in the past I just can't seem to move on I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away Just in case I ever need I've been setting aside time To clear a little space in the corners of my mind
All I wanna do is find a way back into love I can't make it true without a way back into love Oh oh
I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine I've been searching but I just don't see the signs I know that it's out there There's gotta be something for my soul somewhere I've been looking for someone to shed some light Not somebody just to get me through the night I could use some direction And I'm open to your suggestions
All I wanna do is find a way back into love I can't make it through without a way back into love And if I open my heart again I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end
There are moments when I don't know if it's real Or if anybody feels the way I feel I need inspiration not just another negotiation
All I wanna do is find a way back into love I can't make it through without a way back into love And if I open my heart to you I'm hoping you'll show me what to do And if you help me decide again You know that I'll be there for you in the end
blame stephhy to make me love this song so much! haha.
12:48 AM
picture time!!
all of the jie mei.
crystal.fang.felicia.
fang&ronald. isnt tis pic beautiful?
lovely sunrise. early in the morning.
it's merlion! (:
bride, groom, bridemaid & bestman.
please mind the step! haha.
sitting on the steps.
kissing the bride. so honoured.
they caught me sleeping. hahaha.
4:58 AM
Thursday, May 10, 2007
lalala. happy happy happy. finally done with my duties of being a bridemaid! tiring yet FUN! but i guess i failed being a bridemaid. haha. i dunno when should i or shouldnt help the bride to hold the end of the gown. & i dint help out much either. hahaha. so i just blurblur follow the bride around doing nothing. hmm. so happy my dear friend is blissfully married. i wish her & her baby all the best! aww. i feel like getting married too. but certainly not now. the bride's daddy say i will be next. hmm.
saw interesting new stuffs yesterday. rituals & custom. things tat i never even know existed. & dint believe there's ppl still believing & carrying out. customs like, hanging the groom's brother pants above the door of their new room. & ppl other den the bride & groom can sit on the new bed for tat day. hmm. interesting.
read something from the newspaper just now. a 9 years old jack russell terrier is a hero. i tink the name of the dog was george. he's one brave dog. he went out with 5 kids one day. & the kids were attacked by 2 pit bull dog. & being a small dog. he actually stood bravely infront of the 2 big bully & protected the 5 kids. yet due to serious injuries, the poor dog died. sad story. yet thinking back, amazing. y did the dog sacrifies himself for human? is it because he lives with human too long & regard himself as one of our kind? or did he did it out of gratitude toward the human race because of the owners' love? (:
i feel so distant with you.
2:55 AM
Tuesday, May 8, 2007
falala.
school was fun today. haha. we had lecture. & nini suddenly feel like going sentosa. so we decided to go on sat. i am gonna pon work. sadly, steph cant go cos she got something on. den me & steph & anisa went for our 1 hr break. we had cornetto ice cream. super yummy. but it costs 2.20 each. expensive. hmm. we sat outside LT and joshua join us. we girls were like gossiping. den he's so quiet. i guess he might be thinking y o3 girls like to gossip so much. whahaha. den the other joshua came & go.
den joshua yixin steph & me went to our finance class. it's a 3 hours tutorial. & i tot i am gonna die. because it's super long. but then we have a great time discussing about whether 'she' is wearing g-string or super big panty. hahaha. funnyfunny. & joshua was like,"u all r still discussing about tat ah?" so a boring finance lesson turn out to be fun anyway.
& lesson ended at 2.45. so my dear stephy accompany me over to some salon in tamp to set my hair for the wedding tml. so therefore i have curly curly hair now. i look sooo mature/old/chao lao. hahaha. but it's still nice.
was msging fang just now. & she seems sad sad. dunno how to console her. hmm. poor girl. let's hope everything will turn out just fine. (:
iammissingyou.
6:52 AM
Sunday, May 6, 2007
hmmm. peishan & steph say my blog very emo. hahaha. i shant write too much emo stuff in my blog next time.
a few more days to fang's wedding. time pass so fast. like rocket liddat. hahaha. & it's the 3rd week of school already. but yet i am still slacking. not doing any tutorial. hmmm. badbadbad.
things turn out to be unexpected. the day before was still saying it's impossible. but the next day, it's another outcome. whahahaha. mayb tat's the interesting part of life. u never noe wad's next.
diamond is so so so cute. my didi is playing ball with her. & she is so gong daidai dat she dunno where the ball is. & walking everywhere to look for it. hahaha.
it feels weird. just so weird.
it doesnt feel the same.
11:48 PM
Wednesday, May 2, 2007
hmm. mood swing mood swing. so angry with myself. arghh. i shouldnt be angry de. i should be getting over it de. but i am still veryvery ANGRY! bloody idiot, cant u just get out of my life. cant u freaking see i am trying to get myself a life. & u r always messing things up. GO AWAY. SHOO SHOO! arghhhhh.
watch spidey 3 yesterday. super long show. 2 hours plus. & my butt hurt like nobody business after the movie. but it's a nice show thou. long story and lots of evil men. but the moral of the story is good. which is to forgive, & dun seek revenge. hmm. niceynice.
conclusion for ppl going to watch spidey. clear ur bladder before movie & get a spacious threatre. (:
tml i will be going to queue at donut factory with stephy. hahaha. DONUTDONUT. yumyumyum.