moodswing.

hmm. y do i always have moodswing?
like some dumb ass liddat.
arghh. hate myself.

mmm.
now i knew how nini felt the other time.
nini, we're on the same boat. haha.

oh. i'm hooked on to a drama called, one litre of tears.
it's a super sad show.
but havent cried so far.
it's based on true story.
about a disease that found a 15 year old girl.
it's called spinocerebellar degeneration.
where the cerebellum & spinol cord is damage.
both of tat organs control & coordinate the movement of body.
e.g walking speaking writing or eating.
so gradually, the victim will lose the ability to do all the above.
the most cruel part of the illness is tat,
the mind is not affected at the least.
meaning the poor victim can actually think& feel.
it's only they cant coordinate their thinking with the movement.

can u imagine?
u could actually feel everything.
yet, u r so helpless in doing anything.
poor thing.
i tried putting myself in their shoes.
& all i felt was, "LET ME DIE!"
super lousy me.
hahaha.

life is unpredictable.
u'll never know wad's next.

dun tell u wad happen. haha.