i felt the STRESS already.
never been so stress out in my life.
deadline for projects is super near can.
& our push cart must be up by thursday.
&& i'm totally drained.

arghh.

yet, my mind didnt seems to be drifted very far.
some people work like cow,
some people shop like hell,
some people drink till drop,
just to get out of stress & everything tat's bothering them.
but i dun see how keeping myself busy is doing any help.
FREAK!

today borui told me something,
he said his friend mother just pass away.
& his friend is very sad.
i nearly cry after hearing him said the story.
he concluded that there is people that's worst than me.
& he said be strong.

den i realise,
somehow he's a mature person,
when he's telling me those thing.
hmm.

there's tons of things you could be grieving at.
only the level of significance is different.

jianhai say he can intro his cousin to me!
#1- drives a integra.
#2- rich.
#3- good-looking (nv seen him b4 thou)
#4- 21 years old.
#5- dont smoke.
LOL.
stephh says he's eligable.
but it's so awkward la.
u see, if ur cousin come telling you.
"eh, there's a girl that want a boyfriend desperately,
& u are just her type. u want to know her?"
it's like so turn-off can.
hahaha!

maybe i should just wait for fate to knock on my door.


life`s isnt good.
i'm not killing myself thou.
i'm too coward to even scare myself too death.
LMAO.