the world is small small.
nonono.
singapore is small small.

this reminds me of what phoebe told me.
i cant exactly remember what she said.
but something about singapore being very small.
then, whoever might know whoever.
LOL.

hmmm.

went to weilin's bbq yesterday.
played the bigsweetland thingy again.
now the beanie's collection added a new member, xiaolongbao.
hahaha.

i'm going to work later.
so excited!!
but i have no idea how to go.
luckily, my darlingstephh is guiding me!
(:

singapore's small.

do you know there's a different species of superheros?
they are commonly known as superhumans!
& recently there's a growing number of them.
&& i'm proud to announce that,
darlingstephh, mr guiguikeyes and me,
had attained the level of superhumans!

guess what?

WEDNESDAY
our last paper, RVM.
i shant bored u ppl with how sucky it is.

we went MOS.
quite a lot of ppl went.
so party through the night,
danced till our legs were sore,
& for my case, my shoe spoilt.

home-ed at 4am of THURSDAY.
bathe and left house for training.
training lasted till 3pm.
training was fun.
we sampled all the alcoholic drinks.
then, everyone is as red as a tomato.

oh i miss out the best part.
my company's office damn big can.
they got a bar in the office itself.
& the most amazing part is,
the bartender look like cao ge.
gees.

then now, 9.15pm.
i'm going out for rounding in xiaojianjian's car.
with stephh & co.

does this sounds like the acts of superhumans?
we haven sleep for nearly 2 days.
hahaha.

btw, i bought boots for work.
they cost 99.90 bucks.
burnt a hole in my pocket.

& my uniform is quite nice.
make me look like a beergirl.
except for the fact that,
it enhance on the chi-na-ness.
i hope u catch that word.
LOL.
if i manage to get a photo den i'll post it up.

holiday mood!

xiaojianjian's face cut away le. xp

下雨了站在玻璃门里头
并没有总是挂念着我
你带着雨伞来接我
夜晚了只剩老板跟我
像从前你抽着烟皱眉头
不知怎么安抚太任性的我

停雨了不必再躲雨了
已经过了该打烊的时候
还是不太想走
太晚了只能坐计程车
为什么想念着摩托车
常常会半路熄火的后座

走在湿漉漉红砖道上
沿着导盲砖试着假装
的确有点困难
也许我就这样走路回家
反正你不再在乎几点
该几点回到家

本来不觉得你特别疼我
直到你再也不疼我以后
已经过去雨伞和雨衣
不会再保护我
本来不觉得你特别疼我
直到你放弃爱我以后

来不及了
手写的留言对象
已经不会是我

来不及了
长长的简讯对象
已经不会是我

来不及了
对不起长大太慢
害你遗失了我
抱歉让你白费了这么多

本来 - 同恩


the more i see ur face,
the more stupid i feel.
u doesnt even worth.
i went a long way to see this point.

there's a machine in arcade.

i think the name is BIG SWEET LAND or something.

& this machine is super addictive.

see the minnie and stitch.

they cost us think about 8o dollars lo.

world's most xpensive minnie & stitch.

but the yellow voodoo doll and the white white softie cost only 5 bucks each.

cos we hit the jackpot.

like so lucky.

we hit it twice in a row can.

i've nv been so lucky in my whole life.

happyhappyhappy.

the person who invented the machine is very very clever.

cos he/she made ppl hooked on to the game.

like some curse.

haha. he/she sure is earning big bucks.

i forget to mention,

the yellow softie is named KEYES.

den the stitch is named STITCH KEYES.

&& the white softie is super huggable.

ilovemywhitesoftie.

IT"S NOT CALLED CRYSTAL!

xp

i watch EVAN ALMIGHTY yesterday.

says, air-vann.

not event.

LOL.

nicenice show. but quite short the duration.

i aint no subsitute. (:

i'm miss lazy recently.
just dint feel like blogging lately.

but here i am to save ur bored day with my INTERESTING entries.
ahemm!

ok. my whole studyweek is totally not for study.
i'm packed with all the meeting-up with friends,
and training.

& i kept thinking i only got 2 papers.
so dont need study is it?!
stupid crystal.

SUNDAY
went movie with anthony.
bourne ultimatum. (i hope i nv spell wrongly)
quite nice.
but due to the fact that i dint watched bourne identity,
i'm lost half way through the movie.

den we went to watch soccer.
den teochew mui,
den home sweet home.


MONDAY
lunch at ubi,
accompany my friend to wash car.

down to lavender,
meet lovely darling stephhy.
collect my passport.

70 bucks for 5 years only.
last time 10 years lo.
eee. cheat my money.
LOL. i super auntie lo.

down to pennisula plaza.
down to vivo meet jianhai for dinner.
marche!!
den ben & jerry's!!
yumyumyum.
den to brewerkz for beer.

jianhai said i'm a lousy drinker.
xp

i swear i'm not going drink so much beer again.
i felt so sick after reaching home.


TUESDAY
stupid alarm clock dint ring.
i thought i will be late.
so i persuaded my superDADDY to send me to airport.

ilovemyDADDY!

i was super early for training.
i reached at 8.
and the thing starts at 9.

training lasts the whole day.

dinner at compasspoint with professorsuperman.
hahaha.
long time ever since i last stepped into cp.
it havent changed a bit.

i have made a new friend,
his name is TEDDYBOY.
ilovehim so much.
but he always dont want to kiss me.
he's such a cutie!!
i want bring him home,
but mummy doesnt agree.

hehehe.


WEDNESDAY
going to watch cannot tell secret!
the name of the movie is changed,
because professorsuperman a.k.a keyes said so.

haha.
everyone said it's nice.
so i'm watching it!


THURSDAY
might be going out with my friend.
cos he said he wan to buy clothes for his lil cousin.
haha. & he dont know how to choose.
but not confirm.


FRIDAY
i want to go farm!!


SATURDAY
dont feel like working. ):


SUNDAY & MONDAY
i think i better study.


TUESDAY & WEDNESDAY
EXAMS!


THURSDAY
training. x)

his story; flashbacks that doesnt belong to him

hmm.
a guy from interview say i look like tammy from NYP.
2nd guy who said that.
LOL.

den another guy say i look like fish leong, liang jing ru.
not the 1st guy who said that.
but the way he describe very funny.
hahaha.

the interview was quite fun.
get to see different people.
but quite scary.
need to present myself infront of ppl i dont know.
i've got stage fright. LOL.

hmm.
went to euz kor bbq.
den went over to stephsteph's mother bbq.
so we just walk here and there.
exercise!

i'm dying of coughing!

i'm so gonna not get thru for the interview tml.
OH MY GOD!

i've just received the email.
see this :

today is an emo day.
not that i'm emoemo.
is the weather is emoemo.

rained the whole day.
& there's super little people in school.
and maybe because it's friday,
& i'm programmeless.
or maybe it's the weather.

i became a little emo emo too.


i was browsing through my phone to find a suitable photo for my resume.
(incase you all dint know, i'm going interview for part time job tml.)
then, i browse browse browse.
& I SAW... ...
the photo of me and him.
(noticed i used me & him, & not us/we.)
i thought i deleted everything.
hahaha.

human error occurs sometimes.

stephh says there's only 2 ways to this,
either 'delete'
or 'ignore'

hmm.
i will have a few days to consider.
because i'm regretting deleting his number already.
LOL.


hopefully i can get the job tml! (:

delete or ignore?

munchy donuts!!
yumyumyum.
i bought 6 home.
next thing in the morning is :
DONUTS FOR BREAKFAST.
aww. isnt that just the most wonderful thing on earth?

the previous post wasnt fake.
it really did happened to me.
i know it sounds unbelievable that a primary sch kid will do such actions.
because i cant convince myself that too.
but i just want to vent my anger.

everyone else says i should just slap him.
but he's just a kid.
i dare not.
haiya.
dont care.
let hope i wouldnt see him anymore.

DONUTS DONUTS DONUTS.

the sight of you just piss me off.
nomore nomore.

i was molest by a malay PRIMARY SCHOOL KID.
serious. i'm not kidding.
& i felt so bad for not saving myself from the hands of a PRIMARY SCHOOL KID!

why am i always in this type of shit?
stephh & kejia says i'm a easy target.
):

and i think even if i go to the police,
they wouldnt believe i'm molest by a PRIMARY SCHOOL KID what.

& he's just a PRIMARY SCHOOL KID,
shouldnt i just give him a chance?
maybe he just dont know.

i'm just curious to know what his parents input in his mind.
it's so corrupted at this young age.
maybe i should just sympathise him.

i'm just sad or rather embarrassed because i failed to protect myself AGAIN.
and from a kid.

#1 issue of the day - NASTY COMMENTS.
why must ppl judge a book by its cover?
or should i say, why dont ppl think before
making nasty comments?

who would want ppl to pin-point behind their backs?
i mean, it isnt very nice to give comments when
the person dont really know the affected parties.

enough said.
i'm just speaking up of my sister.
hmmm.


#2 issue of the day - CHEATING.
someone told me someone is cheating on someone.
so the story goes like that.
someone saw someone kissing someone who isnt his gf.
so the someone gf dint know that someone is cheating on her.

hmm.
that someone gf is quite pathetic.
hidden in the dark.
or maybe she know?

ahha.
it's none of my business anyway.


#3 issue of the day - BAD SKIN
my face is rotting.
1st, it's super dry.
2nd, i found 2 big pigmentation (freckles).
3rd, PIMPLES!

i think i need to get moisturiser, sunscreen, and pimple cream.
hmmm.


#4 issue of the day - ATTITUDE
my boss damn a stack of surveys to me AGAIN!
this time i showed a bit of attitude.
he sensed it.
so he asked," why you sound so sad?"
i was thinking to myself," isnt that obvious?"
but i replied," nah, my throat pain."

stephsteph once told me.
she said she think i'm nice to everyone.
but once i blew up,
it will be a big one.
when will i blew up, i wonder.

phoebe once told me.
she said she hardly see me tired and giving attitude.
& thought my moodswing is only for my boyfriend.
she thought she will only see the happy and energetic crystal.
until tat day,
she saw me giving attitude to someone.

LOL.
nobody deserve to see my attitude.
therefore, i dont see a need to show my sucky face.
i prefer my smiling face.
so please dont get up my nerves,
& make me snap.
your cooperation is greatly appreciated. xp


cristiano ronaldo is my future boyfriend!!
dream on.

i am MOLE-LY.
hahaha.
i found out i got lots of MOLES.
big ones, small ones.

count count count.
& i miscount.
recount recount recount.
& i still dont know how many i've got.

ok. i wrote rubbish above.

anyway, i've got no inspiration to blog.
my life is totally boring.

ended.

When you go
Would you have the guts to say
"I don't love you,
Like I loved you
Yesterday"

hmm.

the other com of mine caught the msn virus.
like out of no where.
i dint accept any picture file from anyone.
i was just sleeping but log on to my msn account.
den the virus made it way through my com???
so weird.

sick since last night.
fever.
so been sleeping all the way since last night.
someone told me, "sick is a good excuse for TenderLovingCare"
but TLC from who?

hahaha.

it'snottheendoftheworld.

ilovesingapore!

today is national day.
i shall confess my love for you.
iloveyou, because you are singapore.
iloveyou, because i am singaporean.
iloveyou, because it's national day.
& although, iloveyou, i didnt watch NDP.

LOL.

went to doodle something on the skatepark.
haha. but all i could do is:
painting everything to the same colour.
haha.
i'm proud that i could do that.
cos my art sucks.
but it was fun!!

project due tml.
presentation tml.
after tml, i'll be project-free!

i hate the crystal that's doing stupid things.
i hate the crystal that smile when she saw the name.
i hate the crystal that thinks all the pathetic love songs sounds so close to the heart.

& when i said 3 times 'i hate the crystal',
i mean it.

i'm adapting,
just the forgetting part that's hard.

eve of national day.
ilovesingapore that much,
so i enjoyed myself thoroughly.
LOL.

went to school for projects.
persuaded jianhai to go clubbing with me & stephhy.

went airport to take stephhy's vouchers.
airport very big.
find 1 office,
& we meet to walk from T1 to T2.

bused down to town to meet o3 khakis.
borui, jackson, shaun & sean joined later.
shopped, ate, drank.

waited for jianhai at orchard mrt.
he always very slow one.
borui-dont-like-MALE-latecomers.
hahaha.
he treats ladies and men differently.

jianhai came.
hesitated to go zouk.
cos they said damn crowded.

so we went st james.
while waiting for joshua.
we drank 2 jars of drinks.
then, we danced.
i think 3 of us high already.

den josh joined.
& we just danced till 4am.
they nearly got to know 27 years old ladies.
LOL.

today is vandalising day!
WHAHAHAHA!
ur name will be up on the streets of orchard road!

hmm.
i saw you online.
then, moments later,
you are offline.
having my super sensitive 6th sense,
this obviously shows that you are avoiding me.
LIKE WTH.

boohoo.
LIKE I CARE.
ok. i am a little affected.

hide all that i care.
shooshoo!!

hmmm.
i felt so stupid.
i'm doing ridiculous things that even myself cant stand.
ahhhh!
i'm starting to hate myself.

oh no!
am i turning to be a stalker or something like that?
yucks,
i am starting to disgust myself about myself.

thanks stephhy for telling me what stupider things u had done.
at least i dont feel i'm tat stupid.
LOL. just joking.
what u have done is sweet not stupid.
what i have done is just plain stupid.

OH MY GOD!

totally disgusted.
i think i'm going to scare ppl off like that.

..................................................................................................................

today is tuesday.
gelare got waffle at 1/2 price.
so i went to ate it.
& it turn out to be only the waffle that is 1/2 price.
ice cream cost 2.85.
haha.
mountain turtle, that's what kenneth called me.
LOL.

bought 5 bottles of spray paint.
gonna vandalise the walls on thursday.
vent all my anger!!
i might draw a stickman,
& treat it like a voodoo doll,
&& make it look as ugly as possible.

so people dont provoke me this few days.
if not ur name might be on the walls!
hahaha.
i'm just kidding.

...................................................................................................................

i'm scaring you off!
shooshoo..

hmmm.
i think i made myself look very shallow,
with all the rich bf thingy.

that's definitely not my intention.
& i'm seriously not that kind of girl.
because, if i really is i will be picking any tom, dick, harry.
but i'm not.

i just wanted to find a bf that cared.

actually i dont feel like having bf now.
too much bad experiences.
once bitten, twice shy you know you know.
ok. i know i'm contradicting myself.

anyway, the point is i'm not shallow.

i've been beautifying all those rotten memories.

silly silly.
& i thought i'm living in a world of wonderland,
where fairytales existed.

dragons like you, you & you do turn my whole world upside down.
yet, princes like him, him & him is out of reach.
& the saddest of all, i'm no princess.

so, i should end all the once upon a time.

stop all my dreams.

dahdahdah.

get me back to reality!

new flavour tasted from icecreamchef.
went with phoebe, fabian and eugene kor.
yumyumyum.

butter&pecan and brownie!
super nice.
everytime i go, got new flavour.
i went twice only, thou.

they're hiring part timers.
so i asked nini wan work anot.
she say after exams.

so maybe we'll be going for interview after exams.
& if i get the job.
i'll be having icecream every now and then.
WONDERFUL!

everything i do,
everywhere i go,
it remind me of you.
i can relate everything back to you.
my brain get out of control.
i cant seems to atop myself from thinking of YOU.
oh. what you do to me?
oh. what you do to me?
oh. what you do to ME?

MR test tml.
oh my god oh my god!
i've been skipping too much lectures.
now i dont even know a single thing.
hmm.

YOU MAKE ME SEEMS LIKE A FOOL!
ARGH!

For all the years that I’ve known you baby
I can’t figure out the reason why lately
you’ve been acting so cold (didn’t you say)
if there’s a problem we should work it out
so why you giving me the cold shoulder now
like you don’t want to talk to me girl (tell me)

okay I know I was late again
I made you mad and dinners thrown in (the bin)
but why you making this thing drag on so long (I wanna know)
I’m sick and tired of this silly game
don’t think that I’m the only one here to blame
it’s not me who’s been going round slamming doors

I know that I’ve made a few mistakes
but never thought things would turn out this way
doesn’t make sense to me now that you’re gone (I see it all so clearly)
me at the door with you in a state
giving my reasons but as you look away
I can see a tear roll down your face

Those simple words hit so hard
they turned my whole world upside down
girl you caught me completely off guard
on that night you said to me
I just don’t love you no more

That’s when you turned and said to me
I don’t care babe who’s right or wrong
I just don’t love you no more

Rain outside my window pouring down
what now, you’re gone, my fault, I’m sorry
feeling like a fool cos I let you down
now it’s too late to turn it around
I’m sorry for the tears I’ve made you cry
I guess this time it really is goodbye
you made it clear when you said
I just don’t love you no more

sigh..

i'm at stephhy's house again.
tml have to reach school by 8am.
so i went to her house sleep.
(:

later we'll be meeting jianhai.
he bring us go jb pump petrol.
den hongkongcafe for supper!

• tml got MR presentation.
• friday last day of K-bites.
• & submission of retail prac project.
• saturday socio test.
• work.
• sunday study for MR.
• monday MR test.

ahhh!
hectic week.

was telling stephh about how i felt.
but just somehow quite of hard to explain.
hmm.

lousy me.