i'm getting sick of my job.
arrival is BORING!
little flight, little customers, LITTLE MOTIVATION TO WORK!
haha!
but the thing about arrival is can slack.
can walk here and there.
can write alot of funny things in communication book.
but the other thing about arrival is have to worry about when you'll be caught slacking.
& walk here and there till leg hurts like crazy.
& communciation book becoming a drawing book.

LOL!

anyway, i went to school for project today.
projects are all due soon.
plus presentation!
everything is like so cramp together.
arghh!

i shall go do my project.
update next time. ((:

project TIME!

it's SUNDAY!
but i've decided to stay at home.
why?!
1stly, cos i got CRM & HEP presentation to prepare.
2ndly, it's been real long since i stay at home.

hmm. i dont like ppl to doubt my ability.
although, i know it's hard not to do that.
cos my laziness never failed to stop me from proving people wrong.
and i've been doing extra work that is not needed at all.
for eg. fm, anp, and-the-list-still-goes-on projects.

aiya. i guess i'm not the wow-you're-so-efficient type of ppl.
but at least i did something.
so i decided to spent my entire day on PROJECTS!!!

projects!!!

i did something really DUMB today!
not the DUMB as in cant talk.
is the DUMB as in the stupid DUMB DUMB!

plain stupidity!
ok. the story goes like that.
i was trying to play with xiaojianjian's N81.
so i open up the camera function.
took pictures while he was driving.

then, the story continues.
we stopped at a red light.
then i was still snapping away.
i tried to be funny and make all the ugly and funny faces.

then, one of the photo look damn scary.
with my blunging-out-eyes.
the lighting was greenish,
and i look damn white.

I TOTALLY FREAK OUT CAN!?!
i was yelling,
"DAMN SCARY DAMN SCARYYYYY!" in the car.
then, i quickly delete that photo!

then, the red light turned green,
so he start his car.
still traumatise by the stupid picture.
i nearly burst out in tears.

then, at the next redlight.
xiaojianjian took his phone and search for the picture.
then, he show me the phone.
(i really did delete the dumb photo)
then, i thought that ghostly picture still in his phone.
(but he's just trying to scare me)

my heart thump like crazy and nose turn sour.
but i dint cry still.
I"M A STRONG GIRL!

but thinking of the fact that i got freak out by my own face,
make me feel stupid.
i was thinking maybe it's trying to send some msg?
like dont do evil or stuff?!

OMG! god bless me please.
iloveeveryone and i do no harm.
please dont scare me like that.
i promise i'll be nice and kind to everyone.

ok. enough of my stupid encounter.

I REBONDED MY HAIR!
it look super flat.
and i haven wash my hair since yesterday.
hahaha. smell like rebonded hair.

& I WANT TO WATCH P.S I LOVE YOU MOVIE!
i want i want i want!! like immediately!

amidying?!

CHOICES

from the tiny tweeny stuff like turn left or right.
to choosing the wrong or right.

major decision like living or dying.
setting priority,
or following the majority.

i kind of miss the childhood that i could just say "I WANT THIS!"
& burst out in tears if the little boy says that's HIS!

i kind of miss the me who could do everything without any fear.
& not the me who afraid of all the rumours heard.

my life is so messed UP!
people became so freak out!

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ok. i'm emolization!
too stress with everything.
people!
school!
work!
time!
life!

whycanttherebejusthappyendings?!

it's been super long since i posted something.
haha.
i bet nobody reading this.
i'm lazy and busy with school and work.
tired!

anyway a lil update on my bangkok trip.
it was shopping shopping & lotsa SHOPPING!
fun & tiring too.
it's like having a battle with shopping.
we just shop till like no tomorrow.
super fun!
but no pictures thou.
something happen.
so no camera no pictures. ((:

school is tiring and stressful now.
considering the fact that i haven been really studying and attending lectures.
mid sem results was bad too.
i've got my 1st F for CRM!
& a D for A&P.
erm. see how bad it was.
& everything's so blurry~
everything's so mess up~

rush out my Human Environmental Plannning assignment 2 days ago.
it's like we need to do out a model of my bedroom by thursday.
& i got to know it only on tuesday.
which means i dont even got my materials.
and wednesday i'm suppose to work from 4-12am.
like super no time.
so i took mc on wednesday.
(i'm really down with flu thou, i nv fake. LOL)
& the queue in the polyclinic is so long.
so i left with only half a day for my model.
& mr lee xiaojianjian say he want help me to do the model.
but end up sleeping for 3 HOURS!
ok. but being a GENIUS!
my model look decent. xp
(at least look nicer than mr leexiaojianjian's model.)
I'm PROUD of my work. whahaha!
but thanks still for helping me. ((:

oh. i found out something interesting about myself.
i'll cry like crazy when i'm drunk.
which is so completely retarded & embarrassing!
imagine all your tears destroying ur make-up & making a scene outside the club?!
ok! i shall quit drinking. xp

i'm going for hair rebonding!
totally sick with my ugly hair
which require tying every single day to hide the uglyness.

iloveyouboth;
buti'malwayscaughtinthemiddle.