too excited about my prac today that i forget to blog about things going on yesterday.



haha. let's continue.
yesterday was a happy, and not so happy day.
happy because it was the last day of EXAMS!
not so happy because i really really have a strong feeling of having SUPP.
but i really really hope my strong feeling was wrong.



dont want to talk about the papers and stuffs.
cos i know everyone will get bored.
LOL!





so let's talk about local news.
in case u havent read the papers or seen the news.
a terrorist escaped from jail.
the problem is "IT'S IN SINGAPORE!!!!"
normally we will say," how it is even possible? singapore suppose to be safe mah."
but all i can say is accident or coincident do happen.



and it's not about "why the police nv guard properly?"
it's about getting the Mas Selamat Kastari back to the jail.
so being a singapore citizen,
i guess everyone have to play a part.

the first picture is initially Mas Selamat Kastari photo.
the second one is what police predicted him to look like now, without the facial hairs.
let's hope he will be caught soon.

all the best to SINGAPORE!

WHAHAHA!!

i finally enrol for 2b license.
and guess what?
my practical lesson is TML!
fast hur.

damn excited!!

was jokingly telling my boyfriend,
what if tml i ride,
den fall down?

then he said, (coincidentally there was a ambulance infront of us)
"then the ambulance infront for you one lo."
HAHAHA!

let's hope i can get my license real soon!~

CRYSTAL RIDER HERE I COME!

vbroomvbroom.

exams week!
left with 2 more papers.
& instead of mugging.
i'm addicted to VIWAWA!
hahaha.

what's viwawa?
go viwawa.com and find out.
i bet you'll be addicted too.



i had been complaining too much in my blog.


so i decided not to complain and write a story.
read on if you are bored.


life story of DIAMOND!

who's diamond?!

she is my lovely doggie!
she recently response to me calling her " CHANG JIANG 8 HAO, or 8 ZAI!"
if you had watched CJ7,
you should know what i mean.
hahaha!

diamond is adopted by me & my brother
despite the objection of my parents.
mummy dislikes dog.
daddy hates dog.

when she first came to our house.
i kept her in my room.
she laid there, quietly.
like a fluffy soft toy.

then i told my mummy,
"see, she so guai."

one month later.
diamond was well-liked by mummy.
fed, bathe and even gaigai with mummy.

my elder brother who do not play with her.
began to play with her cause he thought nobody's playing with her.
now, he even msg me to tell me he miss diamond when he was in camp a few months ago.

daddy hated diamond.
he just loves his pet birds.
and thought diamond will bite them.
so there was once,
when he is bathing his pet birds.
and diamond went into the kitchen area.
DADDY KICKED DIAMOND.

diamond came crying(if u had a dog, u will know the sound dogs make.) to me.
i blog about this before.
but it was longlong ago.
after that incident,
diamond was shocked.
she fell sick.
and didnt eat and drink for days.

being an amateur in keeping dog.
i send her to a vet that cause 100 over dollars.
and afterward kept her at my friend's house.

at my friend's place, diamond made a new friend, jewel.
and she recovered fast.
mummy persuaded me to leave her there.
but i said, " NO, you teach me to be responsible, and now you asking me to abandon her?"

so i took diamond back.
daddy still didnt like her.

till now, it has been 2 years.
diamond became part of our life.
when the whole family went out.
mummy will ask," you think diamond will eat or not?"

haha!
but diamond is stupid.
she steps on her shit!
WHAHAHA!






viwawa!

the silence between me & him.

i dont remember when.
but i remember how hurting it is to see him not talking to me.

jealousy,
when he could talk, joke and even mock everyone else.
but me.

reminiscing,
the times where you said silly jokes.
yet, i was laughing so hard.

& if you are wondering who's him.
he's none other than my, DAD!

i guess he will be my greatest regret if we continue the cold war.

mum said we both have the same temper.
but i said, i talked, he ignored.

so?

forget it.
i guess there is no point to rant about things that have no ending even after ranting.


sometimes, you dont realise.
but silence itself can cut you deeper
than constant quarreling.

i'm in the foulest kind of mood!
i just feel like scolding everyone including myself!

VERY VERY ANGRY!

as i mention previously.
i went to do some stuffs ALONE.
the stuffs include ; buy TOTO.
enrol for my bike license.
and going to jalan besar to buy something.

then, i took bus 27 and change to 23.
cos that 's the only bus i know will pass by jalan besar.
it took me 1 hour.

NVM!
den i alighted at the stupid stop,
which i had to walk very long to jalan besar plaza.

NVM!
den when i reach there.
the bloody shop is closed.
& will open at 230. (i was there at 130)

NVM!
took a bus to bugis.
buy TOTO for my mummy & brother.
& walk into a shop & spent nearly 200$.
(impulse buyer)

NVM!
that SOMEONE came to fetch me.
so i thought we could go jalan besar,
then enrol for bike, then go study.

BUT!
we went the wrong way.
entered a carpark with no grace period.
SOMEONE want to go temple.
thinking that the shop will close anytime.
i threw a tantrum.

NVM!
after going to the temple,
i told SOMEONE dont need go jalan besar.
just go enrol can already.
then, on the highway,
SOMEONE ask " how to go ah?"
being very angry already.
i said," NVM! dont need go already.
just send me home."

SO ENDED UP I DID NOTHING OF WHAT I SUPPOSE TO DO.
(EXCEPT BUYING TOTO.)
AND SPENT 200$ RIDICULOUSLY.

seriously, i felt so disappointed.
i've been wanting to enrol for my bike license.
and that something at jalan besar is important too.
like i spent stupid hours doing nothing when i'm suppose to study.
DISAPPOINTMENT!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

TOTO FEVER!

ok, 10 million dollar!
who isnt tempted, please raise ur hand.
hahaha!

my brother called mummy.
then mummy ask whether i'm going out.
& i said yup.
then, she gave me 3 sets of numbers to buy.

I NV BUY TOTO/4D BEFORE.
(nervous) hahaha.



hmmm. i'm VERY DISAPPOINTED!
SOMEONE promise to meet me at 1030 to do a couple of stuff.
but that SOMEONE was still sleeping at 1030!
& i tell you," nvm lo, continue sleep lo."
that SOMEONE really continue sleep.

nvm! i'm alright with going to do all that stuffs ALONE!
ARGHH!
STUPID SOMEONE!

I WANT GO HONGKONG DISNEYLAND! ((:

EXAMS ARE HERE!

my coursework results are like shit!
C's & D's!
how to pass like that?
maybe if i get 100 marks for all my exams paper then i will get some B's.
haha.
but actually all i want is a decent PASS.
easily contented hurr.



anyway, yesterday while working i realised something.
the thing is, sometimes the bond between people is just so amazing.
because, i only work with this girl ONCE,
but we seems to know each other for decades.
our conservations can go on & on & on, non stop.
even when i saw her the 2nd time yesterday.

but strangely, i work with this guy for the 3rd time.
and i think the conservations between us was pathetically less than 10 sentences.
i dont even want to initiate to talk to him.
& the feeling he gave was he had no other business in talking to me as well.
so could u imagine the boring 8 hours i had.
just seems to be i'm working alone.

and there was another type of bonding.
this bonding is a hybird of what i just mention above.
it's like someone that is nice to talk to,
suddenly turned cold & turn out to be no more bonding between the both.
so it's like," oh, what a pity."

actually, maybe what i had just mention was just revolving about the magical word,




























CRYSTAL RIDER!

i'm down on luck recently.
very DOWN!
i got problems with FAMILY, FRIENDS and SCHOOL!

stupid life!
quarrels with everyone.
everything seems to be pissing me off.
ARGHH!

came school for commskill role play.
where we need to act out a meeting.
& i being the dummy SECRETARY!
i'm fine with ACTING secretary.
but the fact is i'm not going to be a SECRETARY in the future what.
so i went in to the classroom,
preparing for the meeting.
being a tech-idiot.
i dont know how to input the laptop to the screen.
i asked politely, " erm, do you know how to do this?"
then my teacher said," secretary should find out how to do this herself."
WTF!

it's ok. i continued.
then, after the role play.
she praises my group.
she says my group might score well.
BUT!
she says, " crystal, you're the weakest link of the group."
"you are not dress appropriately, & you didnt check the ppt slides."

i was in the verge of yelling out, " I"M NOT A SECRETARY IN REALITY, OR IN THE FUTURE!"

ok. but the cowardly crystal, just smiled.

hmm. everything is against me!
time to reflect.
i guess my presence anywhere is ought to bring troubles to everyone.
ARGHH!



i was reading the papers the other day.
it was reported that service line staff will get mental problem easily (or something like that.)
cos they need to fake a smile often.
therefore, you are suppressing your emotions & all.
OMG!
so one day you all might see me talking to myself,
or stabbing ppl with a knife out of nowhere.
COS I"M GOING CRAZY!
hahaha.

then, i remembered.
yesterday wilson was asking me something at work.
he said," ever since i know you, you seems so unhappy."
then i asked with a smile," where got? never ah."
then he said," there you see, your smile so fake."
before i could ask, a customer came asking for something.
then end of conservation.

he isnt the 1st to say i got fake smile.
aiyo! cos i went to make a mask from korea ma.
look so natural but fake at times.
latest technology.
hahaha! LAME~!

BADLUCK!

went dinner with one of my colleagues last night.
SUKI SUSHI!
we ate 23 plates!
when the next table of 4, ate 19 plates.
LOL! we WON!

then, we talk talk talk.
we talk about BGR.
we talk about our family.
we talk about past, present, future.

sometimes when someone is very emo,
one just need someone's ears.

so using reverse psychology,
i said,
"your life really very poor thing,
so dont make it more miserable by keep thinking about it."
hahaha!

anyway, we talk talk talk till 1 plus.
& we realise it's late.
LOL!






sometimes i need someone who isn't in the picture.
isnt related to anything as far as things are concerned.
doesnt judge things by emotions.
someone good enough for me to pour my thoughts out,
so i could tidy them up. ((:


i notice the lacking of communication between we both.
messages doesnt come in that frequently.
even when we both are together,
we dont talk as much as before.
or has it been like that all along?






WORK WORK WORK later!

exams are coming very very soon.
& i haven been going for lectures plus tutorials!
OMG!
this year is lacking of discipline.
let's hope i'm not lazy for the study week.

2nd day of chinese new year wasnt so bad.
went to my mummy's mother place. (my granny not my ahma.)
it was fun.
so many little cousins,
and little niece and nephew.
CUTE~!

played with them,
and we click pretty well.
they bullied me by stuffing all the foods to me.
i guess that the way they show love.
xp

& went cathay and watched KUNGFU dunk,
with bf, chunlian, chunlian's bf & chunlian's bf's friend.
nice and funny but lame show. LOL!




it's was my darling GIRLFRIEND's birthday!
HAPPY 9teen BIRTHDAY CHUNLIAN!!!!

went over her chalet the next day.
quite fun with all the crapping and stuff.
then, it was like everyone there were kind of linked.
there was:

CHUNLIAN - who is the host, which basically know everyone there.
MATTHIAS - who is chunlian's bf.
ME - who is chunlian's primary (JUNYUAN) school friend.
JIANHAI - who is my bf, plus from JUNYUAN as well.
LAM - who is matthias best friend, and my secondary (NANCHIAU) school senior.
KAIBOON - who is chunlian's secondary (NGEEAN) school mates, plus me & jianhai current school (TP) senior.
KEVIN - who is from TP, NGEEAN, and JUNYUAN, and is a great cook.

so it's like everyone know everyone kind of thing.
which came down to a conclusion : SINGAPORE IS VERY SMALL!




i've learnt new things this few days.
i think i'm ignorant.
my mind just move slower than ppl i guess.
like ppl would says, " you should know ... blah blah blah."
when generally ppl will says," ya, i KNOW!"
but i'll always says," should know WHAT?!"

haha. anyway, my point is : being stupid can mess things up!
i really dint mean it to mess thing up.
but with my slow moving braincells.
things just dint come to my knowledge that fast.
which makes ppl unhappy,
which makes me get scolding all of the time.
LOL!

plus, i dont think twice before i spit thing out.
so i will always end up, "opps! i shouldnt said that."
so my two bad points always get me into trouble.

so i think the best way to stop all these nonsense is :
STOP TALKING, AND SAVE ALL THE TROUBLE!

i shall not talk so much from today onwards. ((:

my 1st day of new year was CRAP!
i think i kind of hate chinese new year.
(except for angbaos)
scolded from my ah ma this morning?!
HELLO! it's chinese new year ah ma!

ok. the story goes like that.
i went over to my ah ma's house this early afternoon.
they called it " BAI NIAN"
then, i was happily saying HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR to everyone.
then, i went to the kitchen waiting for mummy.
then, mummy came and start talking to my ah ma and auntie.
& i was waiting for my mummy.
i was waiting to help her take rice.
&& guess what?!
my ah ma said," you think you model ah?"
"need ppl to serve you is it?"
"just now your brother so GUAI, take the rice himself."
What THE *sensored*
i just felt like scolding vulgarity at that freaking moment.
& nobody there freaking understand how i felt!
ARGHH!
I HATE CHINESE NEW YEAR!

anyway it's just part of the many reasons why i hate CNY.

secondly, my dad dont talk to me.
this had been going on for months.
initially i was upset.
it's like your finger dont responds to your command in ur brain.
haha. bad description i guess.
but anyway, it's still the same.
i wasnt that sad nowadays.
but sometimes, when u're alone, you think of it and it makes you wanna cry.
hmm. why is it related to CNY?
cos you will need to talk to ur dad.
and when i did.
he dont responds.
he treat as thou i was transparent!
I HATE CHINESE NEW YEAR!

thirdly, i'm not close with any of my cousins.
so i'm always like the leftover,
the loner.
so i chose to be at home.
after eating, i'm back home facing the walls.
how cool right?!
haha.
I HATE CHINESE NEW YEAR!













i watched P.s i love you yesterday.
kind of disappointing.
the story was so nice,
yet the show wasnt.
hmm. i will recommend ppl to read the storybook.
& not watch the movie.

BORED!
totally no mood!

i still love him.

i went prawning the other day.
with nini, raymond and lovelove.
it was at geylang.
got aircon somemore.
1st hour for 15 bucks,
2nd at 25 $,
& 3rd at 30 $.

so we 4 share 2 rods.
meaning 60 bucks for 4 of us.
& we prawned for 3 hours.

i caught 2 prawns!
HAPPY!
& because xiaojianjian is super no luck.
he caught nothing!
whahaha.
can see that he's pretty upset about catching nothing.

nini & raymond was super good at prawning can.
they caught 7 prawns.
& some were HUGE!
xp

prawning was FUN still.
&yummy! ((:





finally, projects are like coming to an end.
the hectic week was super scary.
the stress & things like that.
hmm. cant imagine myself facing more stress.
i might kill myself. LOL!




i can smell CHINESE NEW YEAR!
& the hongbaos!
& the fragrance of the new 2 ,5 and 10 dollar NOTES!







HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR in advance, everyone! ((:




angbao, angbao, angbao!