my 1st day of new year was CRAP!
i think i kind of hate chinese new year.
(except for angbaos)
scolded from my ah ma this morning?!
HELLO! it's chinese new year ah ma!

ok. the story goes like that.
i went over to my ah ma's house this early afternoon.
they called it " BAI NIAN"
then, i was happily saying HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR to everyone.
then, i went to the kitchen waiting for mummy.
then, mummy came and start talking to my ah ma and auntie.
& i was waiting for my mummy.
i was waiting to help her take rice.
&& guess what?!
my ah ma said," you think you model ah?"
"need ppl to serve you is it?"
"just now your brother so GUAI, take the rice himself."
What THE *sensored*
i just felt like scolding vulgarity at that freaking moment.
& nobody there freaking understand how i felt!
ARGHH!
I HATE CHINESE NEW YEAR!

anyway it's just part of the many reasons why i hate CNY.

secondly, my dad dont talk to me.
this had been going on for months.
initially i was upset.
it's like your finger dont responds to your command in ur brain.
haha. bad description i guess.
but anyway, it's still the same.
i wasnt that sad nowadays.
but sometimes, when u're alone, you think of it and it makes you wanna cry.
hmm. why is it related to CNY?
cos you will need to talk to ur dad.
and when i did.
he dont responds.
he treat as thou i was transparent!
I HATE CHINESE NEW YEAR!

thirdly, i'm not close with any of my cousins.
so i'm always like the leftover,
the loner.
so i chose to be at home.
after eating, i'm back home facing the walls.
how cool right?!
haha.
I HATE CHINESE NEW YEAR!













i watched P.s i love you yesterday.
kind of disappointing.
the story was so nice,
yet the show wasnt.
hmm. i will recommend ppl to read the storybook.
& not watch the movie.

BORED!
totally no mood!

i still love him.