8:45 PM
Monday, March 31, 2008
i failed my PRAC 3!
):
hahaha. very disappointed.
everyone that's same with me for prac 3 that day all passed.
including the guy who is 1st timer for prac 3.
he damn heng!
and i think my reason for failing is because my bike went up the curb.
STUPID FIGURE 8!
it's like once you enter the fig 8,
you have a thousand and 1 things to do.
1st, change gear.
2nd, cancel signal.
3rd, look at cones.
4th, trottle and clear fig 8 within 11 seconds!
hahaha! ok i really must clear prac 3 the next time.
if freedom is what you really want,i'll give it to you.
10:01 AM
Sunday, March 23, 2008
i'm back from bangkok.
a sudden change of plan and off i went to bangkok within 2 days.
and off for 5 days.
not exactly the very fun trip.
but not quite a bad one.
disappointing thou, i dint get to see "thai-girls show".
i was anticipating for that the whole 5 days.
):
back in singapore.
and still having the thailand withdrawal symtoms.
like whenever, i wake up i'm thinking i'm still in bangkok.
i need to call all the lazybums up for breakfast which ends at 10am.
and the next thing is shopping.
but in reality,
i need to get my ass up and go to work straight after i reach singapore the following day.
and due to the sudden decision to go for a holiday,
i have little capital to shop.
so all i bought was gifts for all the loved one, i have neglected for long.
anyway, i was greeted by a shocking news that i was fired from my current company.
i tried to convince myself that it was because of adequate promoters,
and i was the unlucky ones.
but the factual side of me was telling me, "WHY CHOOSE YOU AMONG ALL OTHERS?"
but seriously, i felt so lousy inside.
i was not the slacking like nobody business type.
i wouldnt go to send gates for hours.
nor do i go M-I-A for the like hours.
and i'm always punctual for work and breaks.
and i haven been taking MC for months.
i wasnt standing outside the aisle with a tray EVERY single time thou.
but at least i dare to say i'm outside serving when all promoters are inside the shopfloor.
just keep reminding myself that they have stupidly made a mistake in not hiring me.
i can always find a next company that see and appreciate my talent and services for them, i tell myself.
ok, enough of my blabbering on on the losing of the ricebowl story.
i found an reader's digest laying around my house today.
it's crying out to me,"MAKE FULL USE OF ME!!"
so i took it up, and read.
to my surprise, it was very interesting!
so i read on for hours and hours.
every little bit of it.
i've decided to read more to increase my intelligence and knowledge.
((:
ok. long long post to make up for the loss of the previous absence.
haha.
sometimes, i felt so little of myself.
7:52 AM
Thursday, March 13, 2008
diamond went missing the other day.
i nearly burst out in tears when i received my brother's call.
but anyway it's a false alarm.
she was found in the end.
scare the hell out of me.
she is just a naughty lil brat.
but when my brother was searching for her,
i was thinking about what to do without her.
hmm. anyway, phew~
she's back.
& results' here.
luckily i passed everything.
not good results thou.
but i'm contented.
considering the facts of all the missing lectures and tutorials,
i can passed is like WOW already.
went for prac 2 today.
learnt how to signal left & right,
check blindspot,
and check blindspot,
and and check check blindspot.
hahaha!
seriously is check check check & CHECK!
cos when you are moving off,
you need to check.
got cars need to check.
no cars also need to check!
but quite fun.
the only thing is i dont know where is left and right.
so, the instructor said," check left check left."
then, i turned to my right!
WHAHAHA!
now we are having a change of plan.
boy and i wanted to go zoo on sunday.
which is my working day.
so i ask DONAVAN(i know how to spell ur name liao) to replace me.
but he pointed out a good point.
which is MONSOON season.
how to go zoo?
so we thought...
then, he remembered his friends going bangkok on sunday.
he called and asked.
then, they said 2 guys backing out of the trip.
(supp paper's fault)
but the airticket already booked and paid.
so he asked, want go not?
but i was like, huh? i no money leh.
then he said, i pay for ur airticket lah.
then is like so good deal, why dont go right?
but everything is not yet confirm.
if i go for this then no sunway lagoon already.
but i so wanted to go sunway. hmmm.
sunway? bangkok?
3:49 AM
Monday, March 10, 2008
been raining like almost everyday.
i always thought feb should be the hottest month?
lalala~
i went for my bike prac today!
and i can go for prac 2 already.
YEAH!
like super happy.
cos i really was thinking to give up if i still dont clear lesson 1.
my braking is better now!
but actually i think the instructor i had today is like muchmuch better.
cos he really explain every details well.
he even like tell us why must release clutch before brake when engine braking.
not like the previous instructor that failed me.
he nv even tell us to look at the cones when cornering,
and nv say must use rear brake.
hahaha!
i think i should get a raincoat and helmet soon.
the raincoat there is either too big or torn!
and the helmet very smelly.
anyone know where got sell cheap helmet and raincoat?
my boyfriend is sick.
like very sick.
he said he wouldnt be meeting me this few days.
wanted to visit him after my prac.
but he replied my msg late,
and i dont know how to go tamp from ubi.
so i went home.
he's sleeping, i also cant disturb him.
so my off day is to stay at home.
it was suppose to be step up 2 day. ):
wanted to ask my girlfriends out for movie.
but but but...
alright, end of story.
STEP UP 2!
8:48 PM
Wednesday, March 5, 2008
bad news!
i had to retake my bike prac lesson 1 again!!
hahaha.
the instructor said my braking no good.
BUTBUTBUT!
i got reasons for it can.
1stly, the previous instructor says dont need to brake before clutching in.
then, this instructor says need to brake before u clutch in and drop gears.
2ndly, the big big raincoat is so not user friendly.
all the raincoat left are sizes XL! and i have to wear them.
which means it's so damn big.
and i felt so heavy with them can.
3rdly, i wore a socks with a hole in the toes.
so when i shift gears, my big toe and the 2nd one got caught in the hole.
and because the hole wasnt big enough.
my toes became super uncomfortable.
HAHAHA!
ok. that are all my excuses.
but anyway, there goes my 21.40$.
so let's hope i can get to lesson 2 SOON!
then, after lesson went for dinner plus movie.
10,000B.C.
the show was not bad.
but not the realistic type of movie.
i was giving lots of comments during the movie.
till jianhai was saying," yayaya, you director GOH right?
your next movie is waterhorse isit?"
haha.
then, at the end of the movie.
lights on, i look around and saw a familiar face.
so i was," EHHHH!" (pointing at him)
then, he just turn away.
hahaha!
then, i saw
NINI!!the him was nini's boyfriend.
so coincidental.
the movie was at kallang leisure park leh.
not cathay or what.
then, nini ask me why i follow her.
NINI, did you put a gps system to stalk me?!
hehehehe!
ok. anyone want go sunway lagoon?
the more the merrier!
xp
you can contact me via handphone, tagboard or email. hahaha!
sunway lagoon.
8:31 PM
Tuesday, March 4, 2008
yeah!!!!
my 2nd bike prac is today!
i think i forget to blog about my 1st bike prac right.
my 1st prac was fun.
to think i could move the bike without falling down!
but the bike is real real heavy.
so if i really was to fall,
i dont think i can escape. LOL!
the 1st prac was about shifting gears,
moving the bike,
and stopping at the target line.
ok. enough said.
next topic, DURIANS!
i think the durians season is here again?
everywhere is selling durians!
so yesterday, me, him, joshua, chuanxun, gary & sweesiong went for durians.
nicenicenice!
the uncle selling durians also very funny.
cos it's at geylang.
(i think the uncle must be thinking i'm one of the you-know you-know.)then, he ask me how old am i.
so i said, 19.
then he say he's old already.
and he go on saying he got 3 wives.
1 in vietnam, 1 at china and 1 in singapore.
LOL!
i thought the law only allow 1 wife and 1 man type of thing?
but the uncle is quite nice thou.
the durians was nice too.
and the good thing is you can eat and see all the you-know you-know walking around.
xp
holidays!
thinking of going sunway lagoon.
then go KL shopping.
should be cheaper right?
LOL!
aiya, dont know.
i need to save to get a bike too.
very confusing.
MONEY IS NEVER ENOUGH!
HOLIDAYS!
7:31 PM
Sunday, March 2, 2008
things changed dramatically.everything went wrong.the words are so hurting that tears came gushing out from the eyes.the familiar feeling.the same heartache.you are NEVER once there when i needed you.Better in Time - Leona Lewis
It's been the longest winter without you
I didnt know where to turn to
See somehow I cant forget you
After all that we've been through
go in, come in
thought i heard a knock who's there? no one
thinking that i deserved it
now i realize that i really didnt know you didnt notice,
you mean everything quickly im learning,
to love again all i know is, imma be ok
how could i turn on the tv
without something there to remind me
was it all that easy
to just put aside your feelings
if im dreaming dont wanna let, hurt my feelings
but thats the path, i believe in
and i know that, time will heal it
you didnt notice, you mean everything quickly im learning,
to love again all i know is, imma be ok
since theres no more you and me
its time i let you go
so i can be free and live my life how it should be
no matter how hard it is ill be fine without you
yes i will
thought i couldnt live without you its gonna hurt when it heals to it'll all get better in time eventhough i really love you im gonna smile cause i deserve to it'll all get better in time