ok. i guess i'm emotionally stable finally.
the good thing about humans or any other animals is that we learn how to adapt.
adapt to any drastic environment.
to make us feel better?
(:


oh. and btw, mum called me when i was outside the other day.
i was with chunlian.

so she: " who are you with?"
i : " chunlian lo."
she: " chunlian not with her boyf meh?"
i : " the lightbulb here spoilt ma, i come be lightbulb."
she : " xiao char bo, jianhai leh?"
i : " i thought that day i told you no more liao."
she : " why leh? what happen?"
i : " no lo. quarrel then no more. but we still same class."
she : " see lah, tell you dont this one that one dont want listen. aiya, dont want say you lah."

haha. the moral of the story is i dont know why i will tell my mum about the breakup.
and amazingly, i dint cried.
i just said in a very normal way.
& MUMMY! ILOVEYOU! (:



A strangled smile fell from your face
It kills me that I hurt you this way
The worst part is that I didn't even know
Now there's a million reasons for you to go
But if you can find a reason to stay

She said if we're gonna make this work
You gotta let me inside even though it hurts
Don't hide the broken parts that I need to see
She said like it or not it's the way it's gotta be
You gotta love yourself if you can ever love me

I know you deserve much better
Remember the time I told you the way that I felt
And that I'd be lost without you and never find myself
Let's hold onto each other above everything else
Start over, start over

I'll do whatever it takes
To turn this aroundI know what's at stake
I know that I've let you down
And if you give me a chance
And give me a break
I'll keep us together

I'll do whatever it takes
To turn this around
I know what's at stake
I know that I've let you down
And if you give me a chance
Believe that I can change
I'll keep us together
Whatever it takes - Lifehouse