please wait for the images to load.
hover around to find the navs.
buttons on the left - tag
ribbon - profile
paper clips - links
pens - blog
belikeme!
*G O H S H I Q I N
*o9o71989
*j u n y u a n p r i m a r y
*n a n c h i a u h i g h
*t e m a s e k p o l y R M T
*crystal_clear_89@hotmail.com
*sweet 18
11:20 PM
Wednesday, May 28, 2008
crazy night i had. went to work yesterday. and ppl started asking, want go club not? then, i said no. got exam next week.
then ppl started asking, want go supper not? i said no too.
then ppl started asking, go club la. i said i consider la, nv bring clothes leh.
then ppl said, on la, go club, i go home changed then cab down sk. i said, really ah? ok lo.
i think i'm really FICKLE MINDED, plus easily brainwashed. haha. no good.
so despite the fact that i've got exams plus projects on hand. i went.
stjames, was out of place at 1st. cos actually i dont really know any of them. but i guess i'm good at socialising? haha.
1st, down some screwdriver. 2nd, some champagne. 3rd, a shot called sam-mo-ka. then, crystal was freaking high again. LOL!
skipped the details.
home-ed. thanks to w. & g. actually i should thank all gb, g, w, and b. all of them msged me when i'm on my way home. so nice of them. haha. (:
woke up with a bad headache. but still i dint puke. and after a while, i'm fine again.
girl, i dont know why. but i'm quite sad when you said," then, i ask you go you dont want go." although i know it's my fault that when u ask me to go, i firmly said no. but yet i still went. actually, partly is i know you can click with the rest, and i know i'll be left out. but those who successfully persuaded me to go promised to keep me company. hmm. sorry darling. i went club and not supper. i think i'm contradicting my own words. i also dont know what to say. i dont want you to be angry. hmm.
work later. my money is depleting at the speed of light. i think i'm going to be broke soon.
it's the party phrase of my life.
8:05 PM
Saturday, May 24, 2008
boohoo! flubug found my lovely body and decided to live with me this few days.
sore throat and runny nose. EEK! i dont like.
i dreamt of prince charming last night. haha! somemore is ANGMOH leh. i think my imagination must be damn creative. and i slept for the longest like today. i woke up at 1.3o p.m. normally i'll wake up at 11 latest. must be the sweet dream with my PRINCE CHARMING, left me lingering in the dream for more. sounds wrong. LOL!
waiting, dilute all feelings. once, i felt i lost everything. now, i felt i gave up everything. and, i felt nothing.
8:05 PM
crystal down with fever! badbadbad. means i'm going take MC. means i ought to spend money on medicine that i dont eat. means that my 50$ for my work today is gone! I HATE FALLING SICK!
ok. i think i'm very very fickle minded. that day, i said i'm not going my colleague l. chalet. but after a little talk by a. and r. i end up going. i felt out of place at 1st. but r. kept me company thou. lots of alcohol! because i stupidly challenged a. who was a freaking good drinker. and i end up getting damn HIGH! i dont really remember what i was doing, except i was damn HIGH! haha.
but i cabbed home at 3 with r. pretty impressive that i could still direct the cab uncle to my house. HOME-ED! wobble to my room. wobble to toilet, plucked out contact lens, and left it there w/o solution. wobble back to room. knock out! ya. i dint bathe. LOL!
woke up with severe headache. but i think my alcohol tolerance level increase. i didnt feel veryvery disgusted, like i usually do. i nv puke despite having martell vsop, greentea, riesling, cockburn, beer plus blacklabel all mixed in my tummy.
done with all the craps. i'm sick. and it's a sunday. how to get MC on a sunday with little money?
crystaloughttolearnhowtosayno!
4:47 AM
Tuesday, May 20, 2008
HAPPY VESAK DAY! the only happy thing about vesak day is... ... i've got double pay! which means i'll be earning 200$ for standing 5 hours. i think that explains why my legs are not that painful after the 5 hours. HAHAHA! practical me~
anyway, ended up at b. birthday chalet after work. it was a critical moment deciding whether to go or not. cos i was telling w. "if i go is like very bad, cos i said i'm not going already leh." "but so many ppl going, steph there also leh." so w. said," actually a bit bad la." but i'm still there anyway. haha!
so went back home to changed and all. met up with w. & r. and down to sentosa. it was 1am already. I PAID FOR w. & r. ENTRANCE FEE! haha. i'm proud.
down the long winding road & tadah~ finally reached. saw a lot of colleagues. wish birthday boy, happy birthday. and i think he was throw into the pool for like n times.
& so took couple of pictures at the beach.
home-ed by 4.30am. my lesson is at 10am. which means i gotta wake up at like 8! but w. was even worst. gotta wake up by 6.30. so as a gratitude for sending me home, i offer to wake w. up. & miraclously, i woke up & woke w. up.
& i woke up for school at 8.30 as well. *although i was 30 minutes late.
BUT! i skipped lecture in the afternoon. because of the torturous 3 hours break. & i later found out it was only 1 hour. i should have went, cos i was home sleeping for only 3 hours? damn.
& because of that i dint manage to earn a free meal from w. w. wanted to treat me because of my powerful morning call. that save the bad & failing ATTENDANCE! all thanks to me.
#1 joke of the day: s. msged and said," dont know why but my butt hurts." replied,"what did you do last night? shit too much ah?" s. "no. not the hole there pain." me(laughing at the reply) "hahaha! then so happening ah? play sm? who spank ur butt?" s. " i think is you lo. maybe my butt grew bigger." me " ya. grew bigger yet still so flat. i think i should spank more to make it big." s. " after the swollen part, it will still be flat." me ( told k. about it.) " k says maybe ur butt too flat, that's why the bones poking ur butts. so it hurts."
*FUNNY SHIT! i kept laughing.
i'm starving cos i woke up too early. i craved for thaifood, fish&chips & a bar of snickers. but i'm here eating maggiemee. YUCKS.
9:35 PM
Sunday, May 18, 2008
boohoo. crystal's back! not been online for a couple of days. COS! my brothers are insane over playing MAPLESTORY?! haha. they've been playing for the whole of the last few days. crazy guys.
anyway, working for alot of days so far. although standing 5 hours per day is not as tiring, as previously 8 hours. but my foot still got all the green green nerves popping out. so ugly.
hmm. i did a very bad thing yesterday. i yell at mummy. she cried. felt damn bad. i know she's just concerned.
r. said maybe is just things that's happening recently, then suppressed too long, so suddenly burst out.
told j. about all this things. i dont know why i told j. perhaps it just cos j. was msging at the time. but i appreciate j's advice. i like telling j. stuffs. although, we haven talk for pretty long.
i msged her saying i'm sorry. and treated her zinger fish burger. so i think she will forgive me? ):
ZINGER FISH BURGER YUMYUM!
OMG, steph is damn sweet can. she left cookie in baileys counter with a tiny note. she left me 3 cookie. roy only got 2. he said she biased. LOL! but steph said she wont be going school on tues. so that will make almost 5 days cant see her. LOL!
work at t2 dep today. time seems to fly today. i think is because of the talking. pretty fun. i guess i'm slowly appreciating t2 departure.
saw kent on bus home today. he said to his gf," crystal is a girl i'll go out with, but will nv like." haha. i totally agree. i guess he's the only guy friend, that i find no trouble confining my thought to. so we talked all the way to sk. but felt kind of bad, cos he put down the phone with his gf just to hear my sad story. kent is a nice friend. (:
crystal's heart will be taking a long break.
8:04 AM
Wednesday, May 14, 2008
2nd post of the day.
went for prac 6 today. it was very fun riding on the road. plus, the 2 instructors today were always nice to me. haha. but night riding is kind of scary. cos i dont recognise roads at night. so i just blindly followed my instructors. FUN thou.
suppose to go club today with some colleagues. but backed out due to some unknown reason. haha.
found this picture in some hidden folder.
i thought it look kind of cute.
stephh`
the talk at balcony that night make me realise how bad a friend i was.
if only i could show you how much i love you.ok. this sound really wrong.
but i really really think u're a GREAT friend. i must have did tons of good deeds to
receive such a good karma.
ILOVEYOU! (:
p.s: sorry about ur birthday night, i ruined it & nv once said sorry.
lovescrystal.
am i making the right choice?
please tell me you worth the wait.
6:36 AM
KARMA!
that day, my teacher said. "nature/ a greater power is fighting back." cos we were discussing about prejudices that day. one said," i have prejudices about ppl who skinned animals alive." i totally agree with that. to be honest, i detest all cruelty against animals. they feel the pain too u know. then my teacher go on saying. "china is one of the largest country that are doing inhumane actions towards animals." for e.g bears keep in small cages just for the gall juices. for e.g tigers poached for the fur. for e.g skinning of all sorts of animals, including dogs. for e.g eating animals such as dogs, rabbits & etc. the list goes on and on and on and on.
warning: you may find this video disturbing, but please do watch. cos it will really change ur mind.
so the recent case of china earthquake that killed thousands of ppl. is that karma by any chance? i think we have to really stop all this shit. we took away lands, we took away their lives even.
love animal please.
9:37 AM
Monday, May 12, 2008
To1 CLASS CHALET!
let's start with the pretty pretty pictures.
-
-
-
how about some candid! crystal the fairy, grant you a wish with her satay WANDs! TADAH! the sweetest classmate i've had. (: the picture is blurred thou. crystal once LOVES satay alotalot. but she nv touch satay for a long long time! SAVE THE ANIMALS PPL!
take in a deep breath! prepare for the ultimate,
breath taking,
UGLIEST photos
of CRYSTAL GOH!
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
1-
-
-
-
2-
-
-
-
- - 3-
ding dong crystal.
i-dont-know-how-to-describe crystal. i-saw-big-boobs crystal 1. i-saw-big-boobs crystal 2. all-of-us-have-small-eyes. it's-all-about-tongues! steph-what-you-trying-to-grab. last pic of the day!
ok. crystal kind of love to1.
& today crystal had a happy day.
dont tell you all why.
anyway, wearing a striking orange baileys uniform in school is not at all wise.
stares, glares, & this-girl-ding-dong type of look isnt making me comfortable.
haha.
foryou,i'llwait.
11:38 AM
Sunday, May 11, 2008
when blisters meets ulcers. it's a painful encounter.
let me see, crystal have 1.. 2.. 3.. 4 blisters! & 1.. 2.. 3.. 4 ulcers!
poor me!
pictures from chalet coming up. kinky crystal unleashed! stay tuned~
haha.
10:06 PM
Saturday, May 10, 2008
anyone wanna order from cutie fashion?
please visit majesticvalentine.blogspot.com.
need 3 more order to close the spree.
so please support! (:
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
enjoy my story. (:
like opening an old closet,
flipping through a closet full of old torn clothes.
so you pick up each and every single piece.
the gush of every single memories filling your mind.
& soon, eyes turned red.
& the next things you realised,
tearsdrops that you've left with the forgotten memories,
once again, became a familiar yet dreaded emotion.
but it wasnt that bad.
opening an old closet meant you've decided to forget.
to face the fact of lost.
and so one by one,
memories unleashed,
& so, you open up the rubbish bin.
tried on all the old clothes.
& finally set your mind.
that this were no longer your needs.
neatly folded and dumped into the big black trashbag.
down to the trashbin.
& when the trashman came,
you stood by the door,
looking & wondering where your memories will go.
& pondering whether did you really throw the part of him which is in your heart,
together with the old memories... ...
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
crystal hate loveyDOVEY!
crystal hate thinking of saying iloveyoubaby everytime she close her eyes.
random, but it just make me sad.
LOL!
11:27 PM
Wednesday, May 7, 2008
tadah! today is a boring day. no lesson, no programme, no work!
yesterday, went to t2 departure to work. ROBERT (sales manager aka the HANDSOME PRINCE CHARMING) was roaming around. i swear he is better looking than DAVID. haha. ppl please agree and dont deny the fact!
but despite being that handsome, he is still our so called "lao ban" means, he is still very strict.
so he came over to me, and asked," how's baileys?" & i stupidly answered," alright." what i meant was, the sales was alright. then he further questioned," how's the sales of the gift packs?" "how about the promotion with 2 gift packs with a complimentry bag?" so i said," i think customers will take 2 big bottles rather than 2 giftpacks." and he asked again," so 2 bottles come with a baileys cd?" i said," ya, complimentary right?" he end by saying," that's interesting."
hahaha! actually the above conversation was boring and mundane. but! the point is, "HE TALK TO ME!" ok. he's really super-duper-cannotmakeit HANDSOME! AWWW. ok. enough of my crap!
after our work, steph and i went to club. told ghimbeng, and he gave us a funny remark. he said," wah, u two 'siao on' ah?" what exactly is siao on?!
then, coincidentally we saw TZELIP & some of our colleagues outside zouk. it was like, we thought we two girls was going to club alone. but TADAH! friends came. saw marcus too, 2nd time i saw him in zouk.
mambo wasnt really my cup of tea. so not really fun. but drinking was fun thou. drink drank drunk.
ok. end of story. went home and knock out. i think i dint remember much last night.
to stephhy:
thanks for the fun & company last night. i had fun! but i think it is not very wise to
ask you go club that often. haha. send me the pictures k darling!
lovescrystal.
6:32 AM
Tuesday, May 6, 2008
something interesting struck me. why is ok spelled as O-K? what's the meaning behind?
anyway, today i was talking to my brother. he was saying how his friends are better than him. so i said," dont need to be envy. it's just that your time of success not here yet." ya. i guess i've made my point here. although, we are not born with a silver spoon. but i think we are at least born with a pair of hands and legs. wouldnt it be better if i create success with my bare hands. rather than getting it from my parents?
what a positive mindset i have. I THINK i'm going to be successful someday. maybe not financial wise. but at least not a failure in leading my life yea.
i'm a crappy monster today.
isawyoulookingatmeagain,
andforamoment,
ifeltlikeholdingyourhandsagain.
10:05 PM
Saturday, May 3, 2008
i've passed my RTT!!
PDL & my license soon ppl. wish me luck & dont fall on the road.