my modem is spoilt.
and that explain my un-updated blog.
to meiling: linked! long time no see. i missyou. (:
to wendy: sick of ur attachment ah? soon will be mine. i think will be even worse. ): haha.
to stephh: thanks for helping me tell them my internet down. & ya, u been missing from my tagboard for damn long. visit often! hahaha.
BAD DAY!
was damn emo today.
work wasnt fun.
all the promoters were at north.
and i was all alone at south.
had no one to talk to,
and i guess nobody want to talk to me too.
but a nice SA j. talk to me about dogs.
and we talk & talk till there was nothing to talk.
then i return to rot at baileys counter.
that day, i kanna scolding.
it was from an SA.
about some sales thingy.
i cried.
thinking back, i should not cry.
i ought to train myself not to be a cry baby.
boohoo.
hmmm.
i kept saying i was sociable.
but i guess i wasnt really sociable.
so that's an misconception i think.
j. said i was weak.
r. said i was emo, and homely which were the characteristic of cancer.
c. said i am ms toufu.
& i think i'm everything above.
& i wasnt the naive & happy-go-lucky person i thought i used to be.
hence, i felt freaking lousy about myself.
to s.,
today, i dont know why to talk to you liddat. i'm sorry. i guess my fickle- mindedness cause alot of inconvenience. sorry to make you angry and all. still sorry.
crystalhateherself.
